psychotropic

I am who I am, I make no excuses for my mistakes, I own up to them and face them head on with diligence until they are resolved and I have learned to be a better me.....love me or hate me nothing about me will ever change without my consent!

I have not lived by those words much in the recent past, I have been lost for such a long time...I am finally free to be exactly me..now I just have to remember who that person is.....I have lost a lot of my heart recently and it was mainly my fault for not being honest with myself or my love, this happens when one pretends to be something they are not, I am uncertain and scared to live with this void, but I do know how to survive and will one day hopefully earn back the respect of my best friend, mistakes are only mistakes if you learn from them and can be forgiven...it is time to evolve in every way possible so that I may be a better friend, lover and human being...