psychoticmisfit

so I lost my best friend and lover last night. But I guess it is for the best. she needs to straighten her life out first before we can be happy together. I truly love this girl. She is the greatest. She loved me for me. I loved her for her. she is an amazing person inside and out. hope to one day marry her. thats how much she means to me. I hope she straigtens things out soon. I cant wait for the day I can say she is mine and i am hers again. if you reading this i love you baby. mwah

I am so depressed with out her. i keep getting yelled at for moping. i cant help it... i fell lost without her here. i havnt seen her in a week, that is the worst part of it. I just want to hug her and kiss her. never let her go. we were going to see a movie this weekend. i guess i will see it when its on dvd.

well i dunno what else to type plus i cant se the keyboard from crying. im done