psychobillyb

yeah so i did it again, i flaked on wumpskate. I'm a loser, what can i say? well i did have a good excuse besides being incredible shy, Work. yes that evil 4 letter word, work, kept me pissed off and frustrated till 9:30pm. Fucking router and email problems, fucking meltdown. Now you people I'm sure are thinking, wtf? it didnt start till 9, you coulda made it, and yeah i prolly could have, but after fighting computer stuff for 6 hours i didnt have the mental capacity to deal with driving an hour+ to LA then have to be sociable and talk to people I barely know. So thats my excuse and i'm sticking to it. Maybe one of these days I'll have someone who can drive me to LA for an SG function so i can get wasted and be sociable, but until then, my social anxiety wins. Apprently I seem to have issues too, haha.

On a side note, i'm proud of myself i havent drank booze in 3 days, thats a new record in the last year.