psychobeastxxx

life sure gets hectic around this time of year when you know someone who's either working at or going to a school. I've been taking my aunt to work every weekday morning for the past week, I don't mind, well, I wouldn't if gas was cheaper, but, other than using up more gas, it's not a big deal. Anyway, I feel like such a whore, one of my friends (a girl) broke up with her bf and, uh, we were watching movies together at my house, and uh, we started fooling around, like we used to a couple of years ago when neither of us were in a relationship, but, it's kind of different now, just feels like i shouldn't have done it, I don't feel guilty, just, I dunno, feels weird...
I just don't think I can do anything sexual with friends anymore and not have it be more, or maybe, it's just the fact that I hadn't thought of my friend as a sexual creature since almost 2 full years ago... I don't know, oh well, I'm out, gotta get some f-ing sleep, there'll be time to ponder all this later