psychobeastxxx

as my first journal entry I must warn you it won't be too good, gotta get the hang of it first and all, well, just gotta say who I am and the big events curently going on in my life. First I'm a 23 y/o guy born in raised in El Paso Texas, if you've been here, you realize that it's hard to be here and keep yourself entertained for long periods of time, you gotta make your own fun here. anyway, I lived for a short period of time in San Antonio and it gave me many stories to tell, and speaking of stories, I have delusions of granduer and want to be a writter, I have a few stories I'm working on now, and also when I get stuck I'll write down one of my many life tales
anyway, onto big events in my life, I currently have no gf and I wouldn't say I'm actively searching, but I'm keeping my eye open, I simply don't have time to search actively sadly, because my aunt, whom helped raise me, has become ill and I've been helping take care of her, all I can say about that is cancer is crap . I'm currently employed at a call center, the graveyard shift, which gives me time to think and to write, and believe me, I needed to think, mind was completely cluttered and all. anyway, there's really not too much else going on in my life, I mean, I've been running all kinds of errands, taking my aunt to the hospital and the cancer treatment center, and trying to keep sane, and there's been not too much time for much else, I used to be a big drinker, haven't been able to go out more than once in the past 2 months after new years, which happened to be this past weekend, if any of you are ever in el paso, and you like pool, and are over 21, go to Clicks, if Joey's the bartender, he'll take care of you, makes the drinks nice and strong, tip him well damnit, he deserves it. well, that is all for now