So i ve been having some medical problems of late, and I finally went to a doctor. We decided to go after the easy possibilities first, then work our way up to the bad stuff. I thought I was getting better, and was kinda stoked since I've been suffering for quite awhile. However tonight I took a turn for the worse so Im going back in tomorrow for surgical referral.
Made me think, it's not dying that scares me, it's the thought that the people who matter to me would never know how much impact they made on my life. I guess in my struggle to communicate with anyone, I get caught up in the thought of redundancy, so why bother saying it? Hence I don't often share what goes through my head.
It's a sobering thought, with limited time, what becomes important enough to say? How do you choose? Its like taking a 5000 word essay and trying to condense it to 5 sentences without losing the message.
I think too much. I need sleep.
"For man, the unexamined life is not worth living." -Socrates
Made me think, it's not dying that scares me, it's the thought that the people who matter to me would never know how much impact they made on my life. I guess in my struggle to communicate with anyone, I get caught up in the thought of redundancy, so why bother saying it? Hence I don't often share what goes through my head.
It's a sobering thought, with limited time, what becomes important enough to say? How do you choose? Its like taking a 5000 word essay and trying to condense it to 5 sentences without losing the message.
I think too much. I need sleep.
"For man, the unexamined life is not worth living." -Socrates