psycho6pyro9

I don't blog, but I feel like I have to say some stuff. I don't socialize well I don't converse well with others (at least I don't feel like I do). My fiance that I love dearly, we have had a long discussion on our sex life and have decided that will be good to have a more open relationship sexually. Which is fine and all but I don't get out much and where I live its not like there is a lot of people around my age to hang out with to begin with...So its like I have no friend or friends with benefits. Ohio to me sucks in every way possible. My work schedule sucks too. I start at 5 and end around 9-11 depending on the night. So mostly this is about not having any friends or at least friends nearby. It puts me into a very depressing mood everyday specially when I get bored and think of things to do and then realize I will be doing those things by myself.