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so i've been locked in my own mental world lately. trying to re-convince myself that some of my past actions were the correct ones to make. should i have given something a chance before dismissing it? what's been done is done, right?

halloween tomorrow. very exciting. are we all someone else for a little while? a break is always refreshing.

a ghoulish day to everyone...
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zef:
In your picture you seem really sad. frown

When is the last time someone gave you a really good back rub? You're an aroma therapist certainly you can whip up some scents that can elevate your mood.

I've been thinking about moving to Canada. I'm considering Vancouver, Ottawa or Toronto. I am leaning towards Toronto. What's Ottawa like? It seems like there are some really cool people in Canada and I am really close to turning my back on this hell hole of a country I haven't made any better by living in.


zef:
I just saw pictures of your cat. Absolutely adorable!!!
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surrounded by strange dreams as of late, could be losing the mind i claim to have (or what i didn't destroy in the young and wild days)... do dreams really hold some secret meaning or is it just our brain wittling away the boredom?
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fatoperaguy:
I hate when I have super realistic dreams and I get confused and think that something wierd has happened when it didn't. I had a dream that I was singing for Tracy Dahl, an amazing Winnipeg Diva, and she tore me to pieces in front of my class and asked my teacher why he was wasting my money when I could sing a note? For days I walked around thinking that Tracy Dahl--one of the nicest people you could ever meet--was a complete bitch!
zef:
dreams can certainly make us feel that way. I just fell asleep really earlier in this total nothing place I live. I had strange dreams, woke up feeling the strangeness in my skin like there is a layer of latex between me and the world. I don't recall any of the dreams, but they left a bit of residue in the corners of my perception.

Jung suggests that dreams communicate to us in symbols, it's the subconscious expressing something we need to learn or know. What are you dreams telling you?
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is it really possible that the stars are as beautiful as they are?
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domnicella:
That I want to know. I love looking up at night.


Thanks sweetheart. wink
contextual:
The stars and aurora borealis. This preserves my love of life.
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So it's a quiet time at work which gives me more free time than I know what to do with.

I think I am in a master of a rut. I need a change of some kind, but I don't know where to start. If there are any suggestions it would be muchly appreciated! I do so love change...
domnicella:
Gotta stop with the negativity soon.
Thanks.
contextual:
What's going on, honey? What's got you down these days?
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well, the days seem to be getting better as we go along... here's hoping that they continue to do so.
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domnicella:
Love your profile pic. smile
leola:
Your profile pic is good. You look wasted in a very sexy way biggrin
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it has been an all around "i never want to leave my bed again" bad kind of day....
contextual:
Oh noooo!!! I'm sorry honey, but tomorrow is another day. I know it doesn't help the way you feel today but what else can I say? Peace be with you.

I like your new profile pic, it's beautiful. How did you get that beautiful golden colour in it?
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I am having one of those " I love myself, I am great " days today. It's always nice to wake up and relly feel good about who you are. I wonder if it'll hang on through tomorrow (which is my sleeping in day off)...
fatoperaguy:
It's hard to love yourself as much on a sleeping in day...........unless you REALLY love yourself.

Make it a romantic day for one!
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off to a lovely girlish night out...
a sweet & dear friend... nice hotel room... a bit of the casino... some nibbles... a little something to drink... room service... giggles...
xxnecroxx:
Sounds like a blast, I hope you had fun biggrin
leola:
Wicked! I want to go! kiss
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All I want is sweet things today... homemade raspberry jam, milky sweet coffee, blueberry muffins... mmmmm.
domnicella:
Sounds yummy.

Oh yeah, that questionaire gave me a sense of....it as dumb, I got nothing out of it..ah well.
contextual:
...and your smile in the mirror. Sweet things!
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Lovely quick day at work today, only two clients, topped off by getting a heavenly massage from one of my brilliant co-workers. Then home to leftover vietnemese take-out and a cup of blueberry green tea. I think I'll finish off with a bubbly bath and a movie on the couch...

Oh, last night I watched "What the Bleep do we know?". For anyone who wants...
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leola:
Ooh, what a lovely day kiss
domnicella:
Least you had a good day.
Im so jealous.
Mmmm blueberry green tea.