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Sorry it's been so long since I've posted a blog. If anyone is even reading this...
I've started writing again. This time it looks like it will be a series of novels or graphic novels. Based on a few sketches I did a while back. The hardest part right now is just getting everything written out. I have no plan. No set story structure. It's just been coming to me as I write. It's actually kind of scary. What happens if it stops coming and the story isn't finished? Do I try to finish it anyway? Force the story forward? I hope it never comes to that. What I'm writing now feels genuine. Like it's something that needs to be written. Forcing it would seem fake and devalue it, I think.
I'm still working full-time at Walmart for the time being (a job's a job). Sketching and writing when I can. Trying to keep the world from crushing my soul.
Lately, my heart has been yearning, aching to love someone. I feel there is so much love in my heart to give, but if it isn't relieved soon it will turn bad and harden my heart. Eat me alive from the inside out. That's what it feels like anyway.
Just living life one day at a time...