Tuesday Feb 07, 2006

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It occurred to me today that I might not make it, that I might just come up short and the dream that began unravelling a few months ago might just finish its ugly crash around me (no I am not killing myself)

I am terrified. Things I could take in stride make me shake with anxiety.
abarat:
Ooooh, I take meds for anxiety. I was born shaky. Like J-E-LL-O. I love dreaming. I always have dreams where I'm a kid again. It's always baffled me. I almost never have dreams about me at my current point in life,ever. Dont be terrified. That sucks.
Dont be shaky. That sucks too. frown
hypermediocrity:
alex.
you know i am here for you.
i shall respond to you email soon. lunch thursday?

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