ok... what was here was whiny... begone!
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Unwritten love letters clutter my desk, and I run away from nowhere to nowhere in a frenzied attempt to clear the space of memories from a future yet unlived.
My mirror is broken and I see at least two images of myself, deceptive in their familiarity, treacherous in their verisimilitude. Looking at them, I want to embrace the more flattering me while my implacable internal...
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My mirror is broken and I see at least two images of myself, deceptive in their familiarity, treacherous in their verisimilitude. Looking at them, I want to embrace the more flattering me while my implacable internal...
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abarat:
Verisimilitude-the quality of appearing to be true or real. I think I'll add that one to my vocabulary. You're a Mr. Smarty Pants!!! You know how to use big words. 
I know how to use everyday shooting the shit vocabulary. I write exactly what I am thinking complete with sound effects. Unlike you, I am fluent only in English. I try to pick up on Portuguese though. Thats to humor my son whose father is 1/2 Portuguese. His family got him saying simple phrases so I try to pick them up so it looks like I know everything. But I really dont. But my son doesn't know that. His grandmother's family name is De La Jesus. So, my son asks me one day what that means and I try to translate because I know simple Spanish but it came out "of Jesus". And that opened up a huge can of worms because I dont believe in anything religious at all. So, I had to explain that Jesus is just a nice guy that people write stories about. Aaaargh! Nothing is easy! Is it? -a.
I know how to use everyday shooting the shit vocabulary. I write exactly what I am thinking complete with sound effects. Unlike you, I am fluent only in English. I try to pick up on Portuguese though. Thats to humor my son whose father is 1/2 Portuguese. His family got him saying simple phrases so I try to pick them up so it looks like I know everything. But I really dont. But my son doesn't know that. His grandmother's family name is De La Jesus. So, my son asks me one day what that means and I try to translate because I know simple Spanish but it came out "of Jesus". And that opened up a huge can of worms because I dont believe in anything religious at all. So, I had to explain that Jesus is just a nice guy that people write stories about. Aaaargh! Nothing is easy! Is it? -a.
I guess this was more one of those "Gotta try this out" kinds of things. It is the nature of crushes, after all. I cannot really say it was a bad evening, but things just did not quite gel.
The food was excellent, though
, and I enjoyed the company. All in all, not a bad saturday.
valentxne:
i got a job. at wag-a-lot, but i don't know if i can stay there. i want to cook again. plus, there's a really steep hill on the way back.
I have a date with my #1 crush this saturday... I did something crazy and she called and took me up on it.
YAY!
Yummy! 
YAY!
Yummy!
bigl:
po.. sorte sua! hehehe.. espero que tenha aproveitado... eu to sofrendo poraqui! hahahaha...
abraco ae
abraco ae
2006 will kick some serious ass. Last year was not too bad, what with my getting a proper job and stepping out of the stress of having absolutely no money, but it also graced me with the two worst experiences of my life. I start the new year wishing that my little bald chick was around, but actually glad that, if my trust was going...
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chimericalme:
Ah shit.
When are we gonna chill man?!?!?!?!
I'm gone Friday but we should get the crowd together this weekend ;D
When are we gonna chill man?!?!?!?!
I'm gone Friday but we should get the crowd together this weekend ;D
venice:
I work at a very small firm, so it's not really as vicious as what you're describing. A lot of the paralegals have worked there for ten years. But thanks for the input anyway.
My biggest crush (got others, but she is the biggest one right now) called me today, but I missed it. I called back, and then she missed it. I guess it is phone tag for a while.
Happy
Happy
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geckogirl:
sooo many of my friends are having birthdays. what sign does that make all of you? it must mean something.
have a fantastic one!
have a fantastic one!
hasselhoff:
hey, that's awesome. Hope you're having a beter birthday than I am.
Restless.
As always; it is nothing new. I know exactly what the yearning is, I know what I had to give up to be where I am.
You climb a mountain, and know you could be happy living on the top of it, but you realize that there is another just at the horizon. Not necessarily taller, only different. I guess so religions would call...
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As always; it is nothing new. I know exactly what the yearning is, I know what I had to give up to be where I am.
You climb a mountain, and know you could be happy living on the top of it, but you realize that there is another just at the horizon. Not necessarily taller, only different. I guess so religions would call...
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Skimming through the edge of life and desire, I find myself in a quiet morning where the unbearable longing for anything other than now is quieted. I am here in my quiet room, not content but not yearning either, unafraid of loneliness and her lead toothed smile. I read today that the only historical moment one cannot escape is now. That is true, but now...
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auggie:
Possibilities. Infinite possibilities. I hear the hum of the computer fan and the ticking of a clock as I sit here in a beautiful home that is not mine and I will have to leave the quiet comfort of very soon. I so happen to be wearing a shirt I made, it reads:
HOPE FIEND
HOPE FIEND
Speak to me, Muse, and break my hesitation to plunge past the edge of caution and disregard all sense of propriety as I fling myself into the thin air of odds that are both impossible and attainable. Draw me into a half-madness of faith in my own capacity to speak of what often makes words disintegrate before they can reach my tongue, knowing that theyll...
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I can't say I always agree with my own decisions, but I am learning from them.
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fatality:
True, true
valentxne:
yeah, i've checked it out. but i'm not in atlanta until january 3rd, so i can't go on any rides yet. afterward though, i'll all about it.
Now Whodda Thunk...
Just as I was feeling all broken and messed up, someone comes along and just knocks my socks off. Got me them butterflies and all, and I cannot wait to get home to talk to her. Strange that we met at the wrong place at the wrong time and it just could not be, and all of a sudden all that it...
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Just as I was feeling all broken and messed up, someone comes along and just knocks my socks off. Got me them butterflies and all, and I cannot wait to get home to talk to her. Strange that we met at the wrong place at the wrong time and it just could not be, and all of a sudden all that it...
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What a great day. I had old friends coming out of the woodwork. I had not talked to them in months, and all of a sudden there they were, as happy to hear from me as I was to hear from them. At this point in time, I could not have hoped for a greater gift
What was particularly great was that I had lost...
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What was particularly great was that I had lost...
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chimericalme:
Good seeing you too
hypermediocrity:
noo. im sorry. tis i sign i slept in!
call me monday aft and we'll get together.
call me monday aft and we'll get together.
I cant stop laughing.... hebe camargo still around I guess... at least she was about 2 years ago... same old bullshit on TV... gugu, ratinho, faustao, all that crap.... hahahaha... I think Hebe Camargo and Michael Jackson are trying to see who's gonna get more plastic surgeries...
"passarinho quer dancar o as asinhas balancar e o rabicho remexer tchu tchu tchu tchu" ahahahahahaha... so pathetic.... but I cant lie... I miss my fuckin country... hahahaha