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How can I be freezing cold?

I am spending a few days at my fathers house, and while I am very happy to be in air conditioning, as compared to extreme heat, I am freezing.

I think it all started with my little brother.

Confused? Well, he was so excited that I asked to sleep in his bed (he has been sleeping on the floor in his own little tent), that he set up the bed for me (handpicked pillow and cover).

The covers he picked were so small they didn't cover my body. But he has been a great host (even having a going to bed snack of a pop tart).

So anyways, I'm really fucking cold, and really fucking nervous.

Friday I have a Uhaul ready to move all of my belongings from my old apartment (with the ex girlfriend) to the new apartment (with the frat brothers).

I still have to pay two rents. I am trying to convince this couple in need of an apartment to take it, but it doesn't seem likely. I'll press on.

I'm nervous because this month is my restart, my rebirth. I won't have to deal with the depression, the sadness, the hate of living with my ex and seeing her happy with her boyfriend on a daily basis.

I'm moving on.

I still have my cruddy evening job, but I'm looking for a daylight shift.
I still owe two rents, past due college payments and my car (paying a boatload to get it repaired and inspected later today), but I am going to start organizing my finances.
I don't have a girlfriend, but I will continue to be the sweet guy I am, and something will come along.
I'm not back in school, but I will be and I will make a life for myself.

So there I am. Cold and waiting for my car. I will update again tomorrow with the details, but I could really use a hand if anyone wants to help me move. I don't know what time I will be moving, but by tomorrow I will let yall know.

I might even have a case of Yuengling waiting in the fridge for when we finish!

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