pseudo_ghost

Nothing really new, nothing to warrant a new journal entry. Ive been working on my portfolio mostly printing out my digital stuff. I also added a new piece to the SG Fan Art Group its of LE titled GreyTone Stars I decided to draw it with pen and marker its been a really long time since I drew anything. Speaking of a long time, no lets not its too depressing a month and a half, hmm that's around the time I got laid off work, and the same time my girlfriend dumped me I wonder if there's any correlation between the three. Im afraid my dick is going to fall off because Im not using it anymore. I think I seen something like that on the learning channel. Well anyways I also wrote a poem today, watching the news is actually very inspirational but at the same time very depressing. Oh and also I got yet another rejection letter from some advertising company in Winnipeg I don't remember applying at. Okay now its getting really pathetic people are going out of their way to track me down just to tell me they don't want me. I probably applied there I sent out a lot I just cant imagine why Id want to move to Winnipeg although right about now Id take what I can get. Scrape that dog shit off your boot with my tongue, yes Sir, right away Sir. Anyways the poem here it is.

Closed My Eyes
Fortunately for me I closed my eyes
the moment these atrocities arised
so tightly I kept them shut
not even light could interrupt
this peaceful dark security
that hides me away from reality
Im glad that I didnt see
all the worlds pains that wound have forever haunted me
fortunately for me I closed my eyes
the moment these atrocities arised
all the worlds problems passed me by
for that one second that I closed my eye
for that second that I did not see
the world that surrounds me
I felt so relieved
for that moment I was responsibly free