Im sure everyone on this site and anyone affiliated has heard that this is every girls dream, to become a Suicide Girl. To have that official title. Its like being in a relationship and knowing all of the potential for the label and having the sex, the perks, knowing its all there, and just being short of the label. Ive thought long and hard about the things Ive scarificed and done from the day I decided this was something I wanted. Ive had many men call me immoral and claimed they couldnt be with me for it. Ive had women and girls that I know indirectly talk about the trashy demeanor of it all. Ive lost great relationships and suffered heart ache. But in the end and through the whole bumpy road, Ive never let it stop me. Ive never had something make me feel more confident in myself and to bring in full circle that the only person whose gonna make me happy is me, and that giving up will never be an option. I know many girls on here who are flawless and beautiful and it took no longer than a month to go pink and to get that label. But it just shows me that nothing worth having cones easy, and that I may not have reached my full potentional to be "Pink" yet but Ill never stop. Ill suffer the long haul of the queue and indulge in the day it comes out in MR and remind me of why I do this. Because in a relationship, theyre supposed to tell you youre beautiful, and strong no matter what, that its going to work and that this is what you want, and guess what guys, Im not giving up on this and I want that label. I will do everything my broke ass possibly can to shoot with the best way photographers and to get to the events and be a special part. More than anything and anything Ive sacrificed, I want this beyond it all. After all Im a hopeless romantic.
Xo - Prurient
