i dunno...
in the past couple of days i've been insulted, frightened, possibly threatened, saddened, and worried by various people for various reasons. i was gonna rant about it, but what for? none of it matters- well, except if i actually was threatened! who cares? life's too short. go listen to The Sonics.
besides, i have to get up really early tomorrow to go to...
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in the past couple of days i've been insulted, frightened, possibly threatened, saddened, and worried by various people for various reasons. i was gonna rant about it, but what for? none of it matters- well, except if i actually was threatened! who cares? life's too short. go listen to The Sonics.
besides, i have to get up really early tomorrow to go to...
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i am loved.
i am loved purely and unconditionally. i am loved no matter what i so or say, what i look like, what i'm feeling like.
have any of you experienced this kind of love? from a pet, a parent, a grandparent, a sibling, a child, a higher power? if you look i'm sure you'll find it there. let it in. it's the only...
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i am loved purely and unconditionally. i am loved no matter what i so or say, what i look like, what i'm feeling like.
have any of you experienced this kind of love? from a pet, a parent, a grandparent, a sibling, a child, a higher power? if you look i'm sure you'll find it there. let it in. it's the only...
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mike11:
no
no : (
no : (
joscelyne:
Of course, doll. I just added you. Well overdue, by the way. I'm horrible at these things.
I'm not sure if you consume coffee, but I myself should have an IV of it hooked to my arm. I would love to have you join me sometime.
I'm not sure if you consume coffee, but I myself should have an IV of it hooked to my arm. I would love to have you join me sometime.
it seems like everyone is emotionally exhausted. maybe it was a good thing that the site was down for a few hours, to give everyone a break.
jealousy is a bad, bad thing. the person that hurts the most is you, and you often end up disliking a perfectly decent person for no real reason. i've certainly been guilty of jealousy, too, but i know...
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jealousy is a bad, bad thing. the person that hurts the most is you, and you often end up disliking a perfectly decent person for no real reason. i've certainly been guilty of jealousy, too, but i know...
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lefty:
ahh poo it seems like noone wants my generous acts... doh... commitment shma-mitment... i cant do anything nice!! wahhhhh!!!
heh heh, ok done acting like a wuss....
heh heh, ok done acting like a wuss....
sixsixty:
i'm sorry.
okay, i guess. i hope. i need coffee badly.
the other day i was listening to one of my old kalx airchecks (from 5/99), and ohmygod- i SUCKED!!! i can't believe how BAD i sounded!!! and it wasn't even one of my worst shows! i hadn't listened to any of my kalx tapes in a long time- i don't remember sounding that BAD! all the...
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the other day i was listening to one of my old kalx airchecks (from 5/99), and ohmygod- i SUCKED!!! i can't believe how BAD i sounded!!! and it wasn't even one of my worst shows! i hadn't listened to any of my kalx tapes in a long time- i don't remember sounding that BAD! all the...
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cypher:
you are special. special!
do you like the taste of your tears?
are you a princess?
do you like to touch your eyelids, bcuz they are never quite the same?
do you like the taste of your tears?
are you a princess?
do you like to touch your eyelids, bcuz they are never quite the same?
joscelyne:
Awwww thank you, beautiful! And no, I wasn't aware that binary appealed to 660... It's just a message for my nerd boy anyhow 
Of course anyone who can decode it will read it. Oh well. It's just me being smitten again.
Ciao, dahling!
Of course anyone who can decode it will read it. Oh well. It's just me being smitten again.
Ciao, dahling!
forget it. blah.
this has become tirsome. now is the time on sprockets when we dance.
so play kraftwerk's 'electric cafe' at 45rpm instead of 33 1/3.
this has become tirsome. now is the time on sprockets when we dance.
so play kraftwerk's 'electric cafe' at 45rpm instead of 33 1/3.
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cypher:
Sister moon will be my guide
In your blue, blue shadows I would hide
All good people asleep tonight
I'm all by myself in your silver light
I would gaze at your face the whole night through
I'd go out of my mind, but for you
In your blue, blue shadows I would hide
All good people asleep tonight
I'm all by myself in your silver light
I would gaze at your face the whole night through
I'd go out of my mind, but for you
dia:
Prudence,
Apology accepted, of course! I don't like to argue with you at all
I don't like to argue, period. When you have a certain conviction, you cannot lie and say you don't have it, but it was never meant as a personal attack in any way, as I stated, and I am just as copacetic with you as ever, which is very, sweetness. Don't even worry about it. It's part of being human. We sometimes argue, and sometimes we regret it later, because despite some theoretical difference in opinion, what does it really matter when we are just silly little monkeys floating on a rock that hurtles through outer space, ever closer to the universe collapsing? I think that love is the key, and forgiveness is implicit. There is no one in this world that I mean to hurt or have ill wishes towards (except those who hurt others), and there is no argument I've ever been in where I've not tried my best to forgive. And even if the other person won't give it up, I still will. It's bad for the soul and the psyche both to harbor negativity over intellectual constructs deviant from that of anothers construct. We only have our own eyes and we have to accept that fact. We can only be who we are. No matter how heated anything becomes, part of being an adult is knowing how to just swallow hard and remember your Godliness and how to Love. How to Love despite it all. This all stems from the deeply ingrained Hindu beliefs I was instilled with of course, but I think that anyone of any true desire can learn that Love and Compassion are the keys to all healing, as well as the recognition of human fragility.
Much love to you.
~Dia
Apology accepted, of course! I don't like to argue with you at all
I don't like to argue, period. When you have a certain conviction, you cannot lie and say you don't have it, but it was never meant as a personal attack in any way, as I stated, and I am just as copacetic with you as ever, which is very, sweetness. Don't even worry about it. It's part of being human. We sometimes argue, and sometimes we regret it later, because despite some theoretical difference in opinion, what does it really matter when we are just silly little monkeys floating on a rock that hurtles through outer space, ever closer to the universe collapsing? I think that love is the key, and forgiveness is implicit. There is no one in this world that I mean to hurt or have ill wishes towards (except those who hurt others), and there is no argument I've ever been in where I've not tried my best to forgive. And even if the other person won't give it up, I still will. It's bad for the soul and the psyche both to harbor negativity over intellectual constructs deviant from that of anothers construct. We only have our own eyes and we have to accept that fact. We can only be who we are. No matter how heated anything becomes, part of being an adult is knowing how to just swallow hard and remember your Godliness and how to Love. How to Love despite it all. This all stems from the deeply ingrained Hindu beliefs I was instilled with of course, but I think that anyone of any true desire can learn that Love and Compassion are the keys to all healing, as well as the recognition of human fragility.
Much love to you.
~Dia
ok, that last journal entry REALLY didn't give me the results i was hoping for.
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sixsixty:
=]
mike11:
sorry about the problems you have been having on the site. I was botherd by a few things in the boards and stayed away for a few days to try and forget about it. I like the current affairs section but it pisses me off too. lol. Take care !
i don't feel like being here now.
someone here kind of hurt my feelings today.
no, cypher, it wasn't you.
but it is someone whom everyone is quick to defend, so i can't even say anything about it.
please don't ask me who. i don't want to talk about it. it's really nothing- i'm just way too sensitive sometimes.
my husband's gonna be on the...
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someone here kind of hurt my feelings today.
no, cypher, it wasn't you.
but it is someone whom everyone is quick to defend, so i can't even say anything about it.
please don't ask me who. i don't want to talk about it. it's really nothing- i'm just way too sensitive sometimes.
my husband's gonna be on the...
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takora:
actually, that Q was a bit of a stretch-- Matt is not on-air, or even associated with the station. he's a very close friend of Carnacki's, and I just know that he has some good friends who share your name. i knew it was a slim chance, but hey!
bionicfemme:
LOL I LOVE Sabrina the teenage witch!!!! It rules.
Good luck to your hubby and his dj show (but I bet you kick his ass, yes?)
I think the sort of style I am leaning towards is like that of DJ Irene, only at times the music I pick gets more melodic and dreamy...sort of like DJ Irene's feminine side or something.
Good luck to your hubby and his dj show (but I bet you kick his ass, yes?)
I think the sort of style I am leaning towards is like that of DJ Irene, only at times the music I pick gets more melodic and dreamy...sort of like DJ Irene's feminine side or something.
i just tried to start a thread asking who here has kids (my second thread ever...the first one i started this morning, in 'music'). no one has responded yet... i know it's only been about half an hour...but, i'm starting to feel paranoid that NOBODY will respond, even the people here that i KNOW have kids. i'm always paranoid.
i want everyone to love me...
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i want everyone to love me...
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demolitionkitten:
you remind me of someone I know.
very pretty.
I will go find the thread right now and reply
I bet mostly people just don't want to talk about kids on a porn-ish site. I mean..who wants to be reminded of kids when you're looking at nekkid ladies? Oh wait. i do!
oh and one more thing... I totally thought of that Berlin song when I read Cyphers journal entry too. Yay!
very pretty.
I will go find the thread right now and reply
I bet mostly people just don't want to talk about kids on a porn-ish site. I mean..who wants to be reminded of kids when you're looking at nekkid ladies? Oh wait. i do!
oh and one more thing... I totally thought of that Berlin song when I read Cyphers journal entry too. Yay!
cypher:
i sent an email.
learn variance.
shades of grey are fun.
and fashionable.
learn variance.
shades of grey are fun.
and fashionable.
i feel like i should write something, since my last journal entry had been up for a while. i think i may be too tired to say anything, though. i was thinking about making some cornbread, but i think i'm too tired for that, too.
wait, there's one thing- i've thought about it, and i think i am gonna go back to kalx, anyway, even...
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googused:
Hey!
Someone sent me this - you might wanna pass it along to your hubby
ATTENTION: Calling all San Francisco music scene veterans. Alfie from the legendary Mission District bar, the Chatterbox (later named the Chameleon), is compiling a book detailing the pre-historic ages of Bay Area music (i.e., before cell-phones and dot.coms). Anyone with tales of yore should contact her at Lennon Studios (415) 575-3636 or send in their photos/stories to 486 Ninth Street SF, CA 94103.
Someone sent me this - you might wanna pass it along to your hubby
ATTENTION: Calling all San Francisco music scene veterans. Alfie from the legendary Mission District bar, the Chatterbox (later named the Chameleon), is compiling a book detailing the pre-historic ages of Bay Area music (i.e., before cell-phones and dot.coms). Anyone with tales of yore should contact her at Lennon Studios (415) 575-3636 or send in their photos/stories to 486 Ninth Street SF, CA 94103.
cypher:
i've nothing clever to say.
please be good to yourself and eat properly.
please be good to yourself and eat properly.
well, ever since i brought up the notion (on the boards) of me using the name Prudence, should i, sometime in the future, experience severe brain damage and apply to be a Suicide Girl, I've been thinking that maybe i should just go ahead and start referring to my self as Prudence. If i did be come 'one of da girlz,' it wouldn't be for...
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sixsixty:
HOLY SHIT... i don't know...i get pretty damn pee shy.
i figured out. when it's the time to perform. and you are feeling all pee shy. just spit. spit a big fucking one and make lots of noise. thats a fucking step up if i say. yeah you're pissing next to me, yeah you are a big fucking guy, but shit. i just spit. so fuck off.
i figured out. when it's the time to perform. and you are feeling all pee shy. just spit. spit a big fucking one and make lots of noise. thats a fucking step up if i say. yeah you're pissing next to me, yeah you are a big fucking guy, but shit. i just spit. so fuck off.
sixsixty:
i look twice before i cross. i take my hands and make a symbol of love. i work only at night to prevent the feeling of desire to run through me. i forget the name of love. it is not saturday yet i feel alone. i call you out at night to only here the silence of my voice. i wonder, do you remember. do you still think that i was once your love. do you still think that i can once again be called on for a moment of.........
maybe someone will explain it to you. most likely not though.
if anyone has been insulting i think it might have been you.
we must all suffer the concequences of our actions. if we are unable to, then we should not act.