weird. melissa's gone, and my friends' posts aren't purple anymore. i wonder why that is.
i wish i wasn't so fucking sensitive. i need to learn how to be HARD and unemotional. i want to feel NOTHING.
if i did that, though, i wouldn't be me anymore. i'm not really such a bad person to be. people seem to like me, anyway.
except that i always have a way of ruining everything. if something's bad, i always make it worse. then in a desparate attempt to fix it, i turn into this pathetic, crazy person that i don't even recognize. which, of course, ends up making things unslalvageable. i wish i could just be normal.
i wish i wasn't so fucking sensitive. i need to learn how to be HARD and unemotional. i want to feel NOTHING.
if i did that, though, i wouldn't be me anymore. i'm not really such a bad person to be. people seem to like me, anyway.
except that i always have a way of ruining everything. if something's bad, i always make it worse. then in a desparate attempt to fix it, i turn into this pathetic, crazy person that i don't even recognize. which, of course, ends up making things unslalvageable. i wish i could just be normal.
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googused:
dude, that's totally normal
sadie:
if i go bowling tommorow it will most likely be at albany and most likely be late
