prudence

i was gonna try to stay away from here for at least 24 hours, just so i can get some shit done (this place is too addictive. once i log on, i can't leave. i need help!), but i had the most bizarre dream last night involving SG, so i just had to share it:

i dreamt last night that i was chosen to be an 'official' suicide girl, when i'd never even applied to be one. i just logged on one morning, and there i was, among the new girls. i was then told that i HAD to put a set up, but i could only find one picture of me naked. so, i put that up, and they paid me $1000 for it, but they still said i was required to put up more, so i spent the rest of the dream frantically searching for pics of me nekkid (i actually do have several, but you don't get to see them yet! besides, they were taken a few years ago, and they would need to be scanned or put on a disk) so i wouldn't be sued for breach of contract.

i wish the KALX station manager would hurry up and email me back. i wrote her to ask if i could get a 'retroactive' leave of absence so i wouldn't have to do my 3 month probation before i can get back on the air again (i was able to get one once before, when i became very sick and ended up needing surgery). if i can't get it, there are still ways for me to rock again. i really miss being on the radio.

i feel like kissing everyone softly on the lips today...