prudence

i've been banned from sgsf

no, i don't know why

i thought they were my friends

um...if you're one of the people who have my phone number, call me.

just not between 4-8pm. i'll be working then.

p.s. i am NOT angry at or upset with tuffy. i still adore him. he and i are still friends.

and i do realize that there are far more people in that group who DO want me there, than that don't.

i think i want to get reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally drunk tonight, and forget about everything.

maybe i'll go to the mallard tonight....i dunno...

or, maybe i'll just take an extra trazodone tonight [no, taking 2 will not damage my health in anyway...my prescription actually used to be a lot higher] and sleep for about 15 hours.