So I haven't spoken to Lily in a week. I think that if she wants to really break up, this is the best way to do it for me. Besides she doesn't really care anyway, we're in completely different emotional places.

The unsettling part is not the break up nor is it that I adore her in every way, its that all these nwe girls I hook up with over the past month or so are meaningless. I'm almost more pissed that because of Lily leaving me I have to hook up with a bunch of lame chicks in order to feel like my ego wasn't crushed. I wish I could just be, and then meet someone new and great like Lily.

Tough times.

Other than that I'm working on a new reality show, let's just say I hate TV, hate reaity TV even more, but this idea actually made me say "This is Brilliant" I know, it sounds like every TV idea, but this I stand behind, trust me. Its gonna be wild!

Music Videos are as dead as dead, it was a fun ride, now I need to do a little more music and little less business.

Go Lakers!

I need to meet smarter, more well rounded people. Yes, that's what I need and finding it is gonna be a journey.

Happy Monday, I can't beleive its the middle of April already.

Haven't you ever wondered why people don't have serious vacation plans incorporated into their yearly routine. People need time off, if not to see and experience new things, just to see and experience your own mind.

Ninjas are coming!

"Many False Steps are Made While Standing Still"

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