Well I ended up taking a nap and heading to Miami for a night of hell. My friend Cyn was spinning at the club so I decided to head out with them even thought it was a goth night and I never have fun with music that will put me to sleep and boys with more makeup on than me.


When we went back to their place I found out some shocking news. A friend of mine Anthony from a local band Purge here killed himself just hours after the Hocico and Haujobb show early Friday. The Funeral was today but I couldn't make it and not sure how well I would do at one anyways.

He was so much fun to drink beers with at the show and we were talking about old times and just having a blast. Him and his girl seemed great and then next day you hear he is gone. It is mind blowing I guess is all I can seem to say. He is the 3rd person I know to have died this year. Nathan was the first after the Depeche Mode show he overdosed on oxycontin at the after party. I wasn't living here but heard about it. Him I understood after he was done living with me I knew he was heading to the edge. A real good friend of mine Cheryl was murdered a few months ago by her husband who walked on charges ( long story ....my livejournal has all the posts on that ) and now Anthony. Makes you wonder who is next.

Life plays out in the strangest ways and just makes me realize more and more to cherish my mom since you never know when someone can go.