Ok, so, there seems to be a lot of odd (and by odd i mean, personal, not to good) stuff going on with a lot of people. I really hope everything's working alright for all of you.
I too am faced with a certain situation. I'm not too hurt up by it, it was an inevitable thing that has been coming for a few years. My aunt has cancer and saturday i got a message saying she was in a bad way and probably wouldn't make it through the week. When she does die, i'm being flown back to nyc for the services. So it goes. It sucks, i know, but it's nothing we didn't see coming. She wasn't even supposed to make it to xmas.
The part that bothers me is that i keep on thinking, "Shit, i hope this doesnt happen so that i'm not around on Thursday. Thursday's my one night i get to go crazy and do what i want, and i'm supposed to be meeting some people on thursday, and it's 80s night and i have so much fun."
Isn't that a horrible thought? I'm concerned that my aunt's dying might inconveinience my night of fun. Oh, the nerve of my father's younger sister, to possibly die leaving behind 3 children, and 7 brothers and sisters, and have me out of town for thursday. I'm such a horrible human being.
There was a question i had intended to ask about that, but i'm not quite sure what about it i wanted to know.. . meh
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I may be a day late, but happy equinox to my pagan friends.
I too am faced with a certain situation. I'm not too hurt up by it, it was an inevitable thing that has been coming for a few years. My aunt has cancer and saturday i got a message saying she was in a bad way and probably wouldn't make it through the week. When she does die, i'm being flown back to nyc for the services. So it goes. It sucks, i know, but it's nothing we didn't see coming. She wasn't even supposed to make it to xmas.
The part that bothers me is that i keep on thinking, "Shit, i hope this doesnt happen so that i'm not around on Thursday. Thursday's my one night i get to go crazy and do what i want, and i'm supposed to be meeting some people on thursday, and it's 80s night and i have so much fun."
Isn't that a horrible thought? I'm concerned that my aunt's dying might inconveinience my night of fun. Oh, the nerve of my father's younger sister, to possibly die leaving behind 3 children, and 7 brothers and sisters, and have me out of town for thursday. I'm such a horrible human being.

There was a question i had intended to ask about that, but i'm not quite sure what about it i wanted to know.. . meh

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I may be a day late, but happy equinox to my pagan friends.
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My aunt just passed away too. I'm also not terribly saddened by this, but more because she led a good life, made it to 85, and passed away relaitvely peacefully.