I hate waiting...

I'm sitting on a finished album waiting for others to do their parts. I don't have a finished product so i feel i should still be busting my ass, but at this point there's nothing i can personally do besides wait for others to do their parts. I just pace back and forth in my livingroom trying to think of ways to be productive, all the while frustrating myself.

All my life lessons have taught me that i can't rely on any other human, ever.

Reality tells me that I can't possibly do this by myself, and that i need to rely on others to do what they do. I need someone with photoshop knowledge to help make my album art and Logo design. (I did a good job on my Name Logo, but i have no idea how.) I need people with interpersonal skills to promote me to all the right channels. I need someone with funding to put up the capital for this project. I need people with the right connections to get me in with the right people. I know that i can't do this by myself for many reasons.

How do i go against everything i've ever learned. Consequently, how do i choose when both "right" things are contradictory?

Fortunately, I haven't signed anything, and if i want, can back out the second a better door opens.

But regardless, something has to be done and soon. I can't work a 'day job' much longer. I'll lose it.

i do have people trying to get me on bills with BASSNECTAR and mebers from the Glitch Mob. That should be hot. I know they have the power. We'll see about the followthrough.

(wow. I updated my journal. That seems rare these days)