whoa...

so yesterday we had to battle in an all out screaming and shoving match with our room mate's obnoxious boyfriend. this bitch is here all the time, pays nothing, cleans nothing and works for free massaging in our living room. we've been dealing with his never closing, lie spewing mouth for months now and ignoring him hasn't worked. so we ask him to clean...
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Living the crux of birth and destruction. everything these days is either unbelievably great or on the edge of some black hole. so basically i can't complain, but yeah i totally can...

i cannot wait to leave SF and thats only because i feel in some weird standstill here. life cannot begin, yet. and there is certainly a few hurdles to get through coming up....
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well today was LEO holy day of the CHESS San Francisco experience. this time we ate the sacred manna on a Leo sun w full moon in Aquarius. for the past 4 months we've eaten on every new moon, to cancel out the moon's heavy influence, but this time we wanted the full moon. Leo sun means a fresh proud boldness for everyone, a healthier...
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so yeah

i found the perfect throwawy job: neighborhood convenience mart

i found the perfect musical guru: this SF legend Maestro

someone very close to the organization just inherited $12K

so in november i move to LA

and we will finally release the 2 years in waiting CHESS albumCHESS

things are all coming together perfectly! i've never been happier...and this is just the beginning......
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a satisfying job is so hard to find these days! especially when you know you're moving in 2 months....i need the money now but lack the passion to go get a paycheck in the mean time. it's hard enough finding a massage job, nevermind one that you will be throwing away in 8 weeks....but still i don't want to go into debt hanging around SF...
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i love how circumstances can just switch on a dime and all of a sudden you can see the path clearly. you just have to Be.

i had the overwhelming urge to go to green apple books today after a long walk. i hate shopping and rarely go to stores unless i need something. i was on a quest for some new reading. i'm waiting...
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so sun in cancer ends this week and i couldn't be happier. this has been hands down the mushiest, laziest, hungriest, debaucherous months i've had in a while. too many emotions, too many moods. i'm ready for leo.

leo should bring in some radiant light. it is the strongest ego and most powerful of all signs. of course such fire can go both ways (kind...
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so i bought a new mouse, keyboard and 250 gb external drive for my powerbook and now it feels like i have a real cpu again and not just a laptop. it seems to help me work if i'm seated at a desk. so thats nice.

i now have my massage license here in SF and am sending out resumes and trying to find work...
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