prophecusp

so things are all just going down at once...all the good and the bad....i have a good job now, it's a great thing because i have no money...but of course to get the massage license to get the job to get the money is a very complicated and expensive ordeal...with many hidden and unknowing fees waiting just around every corner....it's a good thing i have a lil job going while i seem doomed to wait for the big one to start....so i'm excited but in queue to actually get things established....after i get one license, it's only a matter of time before i have to pay for a license to work in santa monica....which will cost another few hundred to get that license...so it never ends....and then there's massage insurance, which is a few hundred more...and then there is credit card bills and student loans and then car registration and rent, etc....

so yeah...real life is a pisser. all i want to do is get high, eat out at nice restaurants and get drunk...which thanks to my friends has been possible while i'm here waiting to integrate myself. the city has accepted me, i just need time to setttle and get shit together....