prophecusp

so what do you you do when the universe asks the impossible of you? when a situation has been presented that defies logic, but is still understood as neccessary? where do you turn when your life has been polarized, splitting your outcome between heaven and hell, paradise and pain?

the universe is fulll of such death and rebirth now. everyone is breaking up, getting divorced or mutating as people. i feel awash in this chaos and have little control on it's outcome.

i may lose my closest friend in this mess. things are in motion that may guarantee destuction of our lives as weve known them. but our lives are linked by an inseparable bond, but the limits of that bond is being truly tested.

i await at the gates to both my wildest dreams and darkest nightmares. hopefully love will flow and provide a cushion down the river of sadness with accompanying pain.

hopefullly the sun will reveal itself and keep me warm through this winter.

it's the hardest thing in the world, to both comprehend and understand...yet be vulnerable to inevitable change and powerful influences.

i once again ask for positive energy to save us all from the catastrophes lying in wait.