Living the crux of birth and destruction. everything these days is either unbelievably great or on the edge of some black hole. so basically i can't complain, but yeah i totally can...
i cannot wait to leave SF and thats only because i feel in some weird standstill here. life cannot begin, yet. and there is certainly a few hurdles to get through coming up. by nov 1st (the date we set for arrival in the city of angels) the whole sky will be shifting into heavy scorpio territory. this while pluto itself (scorpio's ruler) lines up with the galactic sun (the sun in the center of the galaxy) which is in sagittarius. so this means cataclysmic changes in all realms of the personality. no more illusions and bullshit will be tolerated. no more hypocrisies to live out. the whole show is careening into the abyss and we all will have to survive it. i see this happening in my life. i see the facade of old relations breaking down, whether i wish them to or not. old habits are pushed in order to break them. the only worry is what of the most important things will survive?
i cannot resist this change. i have no choice and the inbetween is killing me. how is it that weve felt so alone together for this long? too long perhaps...but there is still important work to do.
LA is end game. its time to take the plan to the limit, if we can only survive reason.
i cannot wait to leave SF and thats only because i feel in some weird standstill here. life cannot begin, yet. and there is certainly a few hurdles to get through coming up. by nov 1st (the date we set for arrival in the city of angels) the whole sky will be shifting into heavy scorpio territory. this while pluto itself (scorpio's ruler) lines up with the galactic sun (the sun in the center of the galaxy) which is in sagittarius. so this means cataclysmic changes in all realms of the personality. no more illusions and bullshit will be tolerated. no more hypocrisies to live out. the whole show is careening into the abyss and we all will have to survive it. i see this happening in my life. i see the facade of old relations breaking down, whether i wish them to or not. old habits are pushed in order to break them. the only worry is what of the most important things will survive?
i cannot resist this change. i have no choice and the inbetween is killing me. how is it that weve felt so alone together for this long? too long perhaps...but there is still important work to do.
LA is end game. its time to take the plan to the limit, if we can only survive reason.
when you are home in sept. we should have a trade. i really need a massage.