so sun in cancer ends this week and i couldn't be happier. this has been hands down the mushiest, laziest, hungriest, debaucherous months i've had in a while. too many emotions, too many moods. i'm ready for leo.
leo should bring in some radiant light. it is the strongest ego and most powerful of all signs. of course such fire can go both ways (kind of like getting a sun burn and then getting sun stroke)
leo is my descendent sign (the opposite of your rising) the descendent is the type of energy that keeps you going. its the flavor you need when the sun goes down. since my rising is aquarius i am the night sky: i'm everywhere at once, abstract. so with a descending leo i need the sun: focus, confidence.
so basically with all the crazy dreams lately and confusion i'm really looking forward to the powerful late summer to clear away the cobwebs to prepare for what is coming. which is....a whole bunch of decisions about life that have been in the air for some time now.
the craziest thing right now is the obsession with los angeles. we (my twin & i) against all odds are planning to relocate. SF is like hanging out in babylon: perfection, but i can't hang out in a fucking garden all the time. we need to go into the belly of the beast if we want to take this music thing seriously. SF is for the rich and my $ is on the out. i don't even want to compete for jobs or anything here. i don't want to settle anywhere.
i really do just want to fuck off for the rest of my life. i reject all the norms and expectations but the $ keeps coming up...so there is a plan to fix all that. SF was the learning ground...now it's time for the show.
leo also means monthly manna time (large smoothie full of psilocybin) i'm doing that on the new moon. it's the best thing about SF (besides funk, GG park and great public transportation)
i'm so happy! but i want so much more...
i suggest going hiking around the coastal trail in SF (between baker & ocean beach) it's the shit...
and why the fuck is it cold in SF in july?!?!?! sweaters in july???
leo should bring in some radiant light. it is the strongest ego and most powerful of all signs. of course such fire can go both ways (kind of like getting a sun burn and then getting sun stroke)
leo is my descendent sign (the opposite of your rising) the descendent is the type of energy that keeps you going. its the flavor you need when the sun goes down. since my rising is aquarius i am the night sky: i'm everywhere at once, abstract. so with a descending leo i need the sun: focus, confidence.
so basically with all the crazy dreams lately and confusion i'm really looking forward to the powerful late summer to clear away the cobwebs to prepare for what is coming. which is....a whole bunch of decisions about life that have been in the air for some time now.
the craziest thing right now is the obsession with los angeles. we (my twin & i) against all odds are planning to relocate. SF is like hanging out in babylon: perfection, but i can't hang out in a fucking garden all the time. we need to go into the belly of the beast if we want to take this music thing seriously. SF is for the rich and my $ is on the out. i don't even want to compete for jobs or anything here. i don't want to settle anywhere.
i really do just want to fuck off for the rest of my life. i reject all the norms and expectations but the $ keeps coming up...so there is a plan to fix all that. SF was the learning ground...now it's time for the show.
leo also means monthly manna time (large smoothie full of psilocybin) i'm doing that on the new moon. it's the best thing about SF (besides funk, GG park and great public transportation)
i'm so happy! but i want so much more...
i suggest going hiking around the coastal trail in SF (between baker & ocean beach) it's the shit...
and why the fuck is it cold in SF in july?!?!?! sweaters in july???
bonfirecollapse:
i wish i could go hiking with you around the coastal trails. i'm sure it's amazing.
bowie:
I miss those chilly San Francisco summers. At least when it's cold you can wear a sweater. When it's hot there's no escape!