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Mishawaka

Member Since 2009

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Tuesday Nov 10, 2009

Nov 10, 2009
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Finding it harder and harder to concentrate, yet my taskload grows and grows. So many responsibilities, so many thoughts that want to stop me from getting anything done. I'm having a really hard time fighting them. If it were anyone else, I'd tell them to rise above it, and do what needs to be done in order to fight the feelings. Yet, just sinking back and taking it seems... easier? More comfortable, I think.

"Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer"

When you get so used to something, regardless of how painful it is, it can be hard to take your life back.
mab:
hi love
Nov 10, 2009
l1vingdeadgurl:
Its always easy for someone to say "rise above it". Someone who I cherised as a friend basically told me yesterday to "get over it" and be thankful for what I have. You are right however its easier to be on the sidelines..comfortably numb. I am working on taking my life back right now. Its a struggle but we can all do it, i have had to do it many times. (seems this comment is more about me than you wink ) Be positive, stand up and decide whats most important. I did it and it hurts everyday but its the right thing. And thats the most important thing. love
Nov 10, 2009

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