propbos

I'd like to think it were that simple. But it's not. I sometimes think that it is more of a co-dependency thing - she needs someone to take care of her, I need someone to take care of. I've told her that I believe in her - I know she has the strength to become whatever she wants to be. I fear that when that happens, she won't need me anymore, and she'll be gone. But it doesn't stop me from encouraging her to become stronger everyday. I point out the progress she has made in the past 4 years. She has low self-esteem, I always work to build it.

It's been odd between us since I met her. She always relied on me to be there for her. She could call and know I would come. If I was seeing someone, she'd get mad - but deny being jealous. She wants me to be there for her, and won't (can't?) commit to be with me.

I did put her out of my life once. A few years ago. I told her I didn't want to see her anymore. It hurt so bad for weeks and weeks. After a few months, as I was really getting on with life, she called. Had a lame excuse about looking for a pair of pants. I don't know what happened, but we've been on the roller coaster ever since.

i have done my own taxes b4, and mine are not really complicatef i supose, but the time is limited, also if i can get the money now, that would be much better, i need it for a car. also i didn't file my mass taxes last year, so i don't know where i stand.

[Edited on Apr 08, 2006 6:40PM]