Middle of March and it's cold... too cold. Spent some time with the girl yesterday. I'm so confused. We seem so happy together. I hate leaving her - but I'm just not sure about how she feels. She won't open up and actually say how she feels. Do I keep waiting things out - or do I try to force her to make a decision to keep me around?
veganvixen:
if you don't know how she feels ask her. you can't force her to do anything. just be honest with her, and if you don't both want the same thing, then maybe it should end. or maybe you both need a break so you can figure things out. maybe she needs to be a way from you so she can see how she feels without you around, cause you don't till you try.
propbos:
She won't (can't) say how she feels. I've asked. All she'll tell me is that I should know. I miss her when we're apart. I want to hear her voice, I want to smell her scent, I want to hold her. She doesn't miss me like that. She can go days without calling, or wanting to talk - not just to me, but anyone. She's seems almost dead emotionally, she says she is dead emotionally. She seems to want me around. She'll get mad if I don't call - yet oftentimes she won't answer. She acts - maybe she really is... - jealous when I go out with female friends. Maybe she's just manipulative.