Great Birthday I'm having... It's her son's birthday tomorrow, so they're having the party today. It's a complicated issue, but bottom line is - I can't be there. So I won't get to see Rose today. Instead, I cleaned the bathrooms here at home - am trying to straighten out my spare room (ex-roommate has stuff everywhere still - I should just toss it! Been...
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She did come by. It's weird - when she txt'd to say she could only stop by for a minute, I was tired and had to get up early. Figured I'd rather just sleep. She was upset that I didn't seem interested in seeing her. So she came by - for a minute, and left 4 hours later.
I told her that I can't bear...
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I told her that I can't bear...
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veganvixen:
happy b-day
She's at work tonight. I sent her a message asking if she wanted to come over after - if she's not too tired. I wonder if she will? She usually doesn't. But she has...
Middle of March and it's cold... too cold. Spent some time with the girl yesterday. I'm so confused. We seem so happy together. I hate leaving her - but I'm just not sure about how she feels. She won't open up and actually say how she feels. Do I keep waiting things out - or do I try to force her to make a decision...
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veganvixen:
if you don't know how she feels ask her. you can't force her to do anything. just be honest with her, and if you don't both want the same thing, then maybe it should end. or maybe you both need a break so you can figure things out. maybe she needs to be a way from you so she can see how she feels without you around, cause you don't till you try.
propbos:
She won't (can't) say how she feels. I've asked. All she'll tell me is that I should know. I miss her when we're apart. I want to hear her voice, I want to smell her scent, I want to hold her. She doesn't miss me like that. She can go days without calling, or wanting to talk - not just to me, but anyone. She's seems almost dead emotionally, she says she is dead emotionally. She seems to want me around. She'll get mad if I don't call - yet oftentimes she won't answer. She acts - maybe she really is... - jealous when I go out with female friends. Maybe she's just manipulative.
Looks like I don't do this too often. So much has changed since I last put anything here - new job, new position at the job, new windows in the house (Made for a warmer winter!). Still trying to figure out what's going on with the little girl in my life. She has issues. Maybe that's why I want to be withher - do I...
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foxydaisy:
It's true! Flowing blond hair and all. You run a limo service?
Saw Dresden Dolls at Lupo's this past Saturday night. Great show!
Of course, last night I was planted in front of the tube watching the Pats win another Super Bowl!!!
Of course, last night I was planted in front of the tube watching the Pats win another Super Bowl!!!
It's official today - I hate my boss. He's always been an asshole, but today just got to me. Starting tomorrow I get to work exciting new hours - noon til 8. Only temporary, until we hire someone to work the second shift. So now I can do my job and at least part of the unfilled position, all for the same pay, but with...
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