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Yay for you!

I wish I got a hefty bonus...for um...going to school.

Waking up next to someone is nice. It sounds like life is pretty awesome for you. And man, do I want pizza now.

Hooray! And free massages to boot!

Thanks...

Just that sort of week I guess...stress and drama. I'm happily taking the coward's way out tonight and partying like a rock star. Sometimes you just need to say hooray for distractions

Who says partying like a rock star is the coward's way out? Some issues, that's the best way to deal with it. Some things don't require 'resolution' - they just need to be put behind us - and party time speeds the process. I hope you had fun!

BTW - the BB King deal just got better. I'm getting 6 tix FREE! One of my company's connections at the casino hooked me up! I know - I suck for even saying it

Thanks for the warm welcome. You've really made me feel at home here. Thank you so much!

She is so weird - couple of weeks ago she txt'd me to say stay away from her and her house - like I was some sort of stalker. I was nowhere near her house. She said, "Never mind then - must have been someone else." Last weekend, she called me at 3:30 in the morning. She must have been driving around - the stereo was blaring Mudvane. I answered, but all I heard was the music. I know she couldn't have just called by accident, so why did she call? I txt'd to ask her why..... She told me to Fuck Off and leave her alone. She claims she obviously called by mistake.

I shouldn't even bother if she calls again. I'm seeing someone new, finally, and I don't need to get involved in her misery.

Well, vegetarians can go pretty much anywhere to eat. It is usually easy to find things that are free of meat, dairy is the hard part. I used to go to The Garden Grille and Melanie's Vegan Eden. Melanie's is on Ives st. and there is a website with the menu. The nachos at the garden Grille are so fuckin good, so if you go there, be sure to try them.

I'd like to think it were that simple. But it's not. I sometimes think that it is more of a co-dependency thing - she needs someone to take care of her, I need someone to take care of. I've told her that I believe in her - I know she has the strength to become whatever she wants to be. I fear that when that happens, she won't need me anymore, and she'll be gone. But it doesn't stop me from encouraging her to become stronger everyday. I point out the progress she has made in the past 4 years. She has low self-esteem, I always work to build it.

It's been odd between us since I met her. She always relied on me to be there for her. She could call and know I would come. If I was seeing someone, she'd get mad - but deny being jealous. She wants me to be there for her, and won't (can't?) commit to be with me.

I did put her out of my life once. A few years ago. I told her I didn't want to see her anymore. It hurt so bad for weeks and weeks. After a few months, as I was really getting on with life, she called. Had a lame excuse about looking for a pair of pants. I don't know what happened, but we've been on the roller coaster ever since.

i have done my own taxes b4, and mine are not really complicatef i supose, but the time is limited, also if i can get the money now, that would be much better, i need it for a car. also i didn't file my mass taxes last year, so i don't know where i stand.

[Edited on Apr 08, 2006 6:40PM]

well, that is one tough situation to say the least. as far as the good news goes it involves my ex bf and a letter and in this letter is everything i wanted to hear. but i still need to actually talk to him. yesterday his phone died on him after we talked for about 30 seconds, so that was a no go.

What can I say - sometimes life just sucks! But then, it is what you make of it. Most of my life is really good - I just allow this one part to drive me crazy. So it is my choice to put myself through this. I just place her needs ahead of mine. Guess it's my own little co-dependency issue.

I hope that what you got in the letter really is what you needed to hear, and he means it when he says it. Good luck - is a reconciliation in the works?