I got my grades yesterday...
here was my situation before i tell what they were...
since January i've been working ona mural that's 1400 sq ft., all HR Giger inspired, and a shit load of hardwork and maual labor, i organized an art show, and my first concert, which was one of the biggest shows of the year. i also have 2 jobs, one in...
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here was my situation before i tell what they were...
since January i've been working ona mural that's 1400 sq ft., all HR Giger inspired, and a shit load of hardwork and maual labor, i organized an art show, and my first concert, which was one of the biggest shows of the year. i also have 2 jobs, one in...
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clubmix1996:
you piece of shit! I failed like all my classes! I'll cut you!
i was going to Email someone... but then i read some stuff... and now i think i've changed my mind.
how is it that someone can change so much and still be the same person... oh that's right... i knew some certain, prilvaiged things about them... things other people cant and wouldnt understand. somehting called a 'CONNECTION'... and since... i havent known one.
hey S....
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how is it that someone can change so much and still be the same person... oh that's right... i knew some certain, prilvaiged things about them... things other people cant and wouldnt understand. somehting called a 'CONNECTION'... and since... i havent known one.
hey S....
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kate:
that would be interesting...
but i say i got it from trying to fix a shelf at work.
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but i say i got it from trying to fix a shelf at work.
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benni:
teehee! i loves me some vitamins. and... you know, squirrels. i mean, look at 'em!
Ahem.
Voyeur Mp3's
1. The Future is Now (intro)
2. A Girl Named Suicide
3. Dandilions and Cigarette Burns
4. (untitled)
5. My Girlfriend is a .9MM
6. Lily
7. Automation
8. The Pull of Everything Beautiful
enjoy, this is for those who cannot be in attendance this weekend when i play out for the first time, especially Bee (inspired 'A Girl Named Suicide') and...
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Voyeur Mp3's
1. The Future is Now (intro)
2. A Girl Named Suicide
3. Dandilions and Cigarette Burns
4. (untitled)
5. My Girlfriend is a .9MM
6. Lily
7. Automation
8. The Pull of Everything Beautiful
enjoy, this is for those who cannot be in attendance this weekend when i play out for the first time, especially Bee (inspired 'A Girl Named Suicide') and...
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i'm so tired that i cant get to sleep...
my bed still smells like you. ad the record we were last listening to is skipping at it's end, desperatly wishing to be respun. or maybe it's just me. or maybe it's just you.we are more that the sum of what we own and what we do.last night i dreamt about a girl. it only reminds...
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my bed still smells like you. ad the record we were last listening to is skipping at it's end, desperatly wishing to be respun. or maybe it's just me. or maybe it's just you.we are more that the sum of what we own and what we do.last night i dreamt about a girl. it only reminds...
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benni:
alone and lonely. *sigh* yeah. i know that one. i think i can say with a level of certainty that i'm going to miss this show... but do you play often? i'm always down for a road trip, the timing on this one is just so bad... i need to work... grr. i'll e-mail you.
clubmix1996:
hey will, your a piece of high fashioned shit. be my friend.
ever wanted to just... well... break everything?
just totally destroy everything around you?
that's how i feel RIGHT THIS INSTANT.
more on it laytre.
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I knew you were a bad investment. yeah, yeah. from day one. seeking me out. inspiring motivation. i knew you were trouble. yeah. after a while i said, fuck it, it might be helpful. yeah. and then always saying how...
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just totally destroy everything around you?
that's how i feel RIGHT THIS INSTANT.
more on it laytre.
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I knew you were a bad investment. yeah, yeah. from day one. seeking me out. inspiring motivation. i knew you were trouble. yeah. after a while i said, fuck it, it might be helpful. yeah. and then always saying how...
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thejuanupsman:
I feel similar except plagued with self doubt because she feels the same way and I am not sure which of us is right. But I feel your pain and I hope it gets better.
kara:
You should go to a junk yard with a bat and start swingen at some cars, tv's Ect..... I have always wanted to do that!
Thank you for you comment, it was very sweet!
Xx
Thank you for you comment, it was very sweet!
Xx
how do you mend a broken heart?
(time after time... i still havent figured it out)
(time after time... i still havent figured it out)
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thejuanupsman:
Yeah, she is. Sadly I don't know how to mend a broken heart. If I knew mine would be mended, but, and I am not at all kidding here,Benni helps. I have had my own not so recent heartbreak, going on a year now and no one has helped me to get over it as much as she has. Considering the fact that our friendship is of necessity in many ways superficial, it is a true testament to how great a person she is. I really didn't expect it to help & this may sound crazy and actually prior to this backfired on me at least once, but here goes....look for someone who reminds you of whoever broke your heart and just be around them, even if it makes you sad sometimes, it has a cathartic effect. When I first met Benni she did said some things that reminded me of my heartbreaker and I deliberately sought her out after that. I believe it helps in two ways, it helps you to remember good and bad times and maybe allows you to let loose some anger, pain or whatever.
Second, and I am only now beginning to appreciate this, but if you can find people who remind you of someone you loved eventually once you get to know them you will appreciate not only the qualities they share with your lost love but also everything that is unique and wonderful about them and chances are that being around someone who shares qualities that you already admire is going to help you to feel better. It certainly has worked wonders for me.
Second, and I am only now beginning to appreciate this, but if you can find people who remind you of someone you loved eventually once you get to know them you will appreciate not only the qualities they share with your lost love but also everything that is unique and wonderful about them and chances are that being around someone who shares qualities that you already admire is going to help you to feel better. It certainly has worked wonders for me.
benni:
you have a futon too? rock! i'm there....! i'll bring the refrshments...
*ahem*
fuck you.
Please drive through.
fuck you.
Please drive through.
doll:
hey thanks for being a sweety about my set. (i'm slow on the replies) 
hey thanks for being a sweety about my set. (i'm slow on the replies) 