The weather this morning is astounding. It's 60 degrees outside, and a heavey overcast... very dreary... and it makes me feel wonderful. like i could put on a jacket and lay in a field somewhere and just watch the clouds go by. i have so many wonderful memories of days like this...
i wish Cathyrn was here to share it with me. i feel great.... Read More
do not hate on me for much longer... when i wake up... and by that i mean shake out of my funk... i'll try to make you like me better. until then, i remain the suck.
so, this morning, my father, AGAIN, tries to have some sorta little talk with me as he's walking out the door... this time about how his wife doesnt like another woman staying in her house.
oh i'm sorry that i have a girlfriend FINALLY.
it's not like this is the first night Cat's stayed here... it's not like i havent had girls stay over before.... Read More
I've never not returned your calls, but that could be because I don't have your number, you don't have mine, and we've never talked anywhere but briefly on the net.
It's so hard to trust people anymore... people i've known since i was 15 are now stabbing me in the back and talkin' trash.
i still enjoy everyone who i've met on here, though. Benni and bIzZy are my favorites and stuff, and fracatacacacacal, and Katie, and Synnove and Jaidee and Mistsi and Katie(H)... you guys isa great.
yo yo yo, what is, motherfucker! i'm still (hours later) slowly working my way to bed... damn boards, sucking me in with their wisdom and nubbins...
i just wanted to say thanks again for calling... i'm sorry i was in such a shitty state... i have this stupid stiff upper lip thing where i hate anyone to see me cry, or to show any weakness. the strippers have forced me to grow an extra supa thick skin, dammit! but it was really good to hear your voice...