projectnova

and all of this time i watched
all of this time i've waited
all of this time i've longed
all of this time i've hated

i wrote 'i love you' a hundred times on pieces of red paper.
i spoke the truth, a million rhymes, in hopes that i might save her
but i dont want this anymore
but i dont need this anymore

i...
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someone make me feel not so alone...

update...

maybe i shouldnt be such a fucking snob about things. maybe i should lower my standards a little. maybe i should just accept whatever comes along my way instead of fighting tooth and nail for what i get. maybe life would be easier if i hadnt came out here (at least then i could find comfort in...
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i need to update my profile pitcha... i think i'll do that tonight...

in t-minus 3 days, i'll be absolutly single...

any SG's wanna go hangout or anything?

anyway. i've got to focus on getting school work done in the next 2 weeks, so that my grades are impressive enough to award me some grants or scholarships or something.

and i require some hot makeout...
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1. lied to me about having a boyfriend when we met
2. lied to me about how many guys she'd slept with
3. cheated on me with one guy for sure, and probably the guy she dumped for me and rumor has it a few other guys back east in our hometown
4. lied to me about the extent of the cheating (sure, cheating is...
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so, the girlfriend has decided to move back to PA.

right now i'm so apathetic about it and everything else...

focus...

focus, focus, focus.

i shall shed this frame.

i shall shed this name.

i shall become war.

well, it's my birfday...

wish me a good one (if you havent already).

Well, after some consideration and a bit of a talk between Cathryn and i, we're deciding to post pone the wedding date for at least a few weeks, so we can be more prepared and just all around READY for the wedding, and not to mention, so a few select family members and friends can work a trip to SF into their schedules.

dont get...
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OK, here's the deal...

Nine Inch Nails is playing ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY in Fresno (3 hours away). WHO of you is going to buy me tickets as a birthday present and who is going to accompany me to the show?

tickets go on sale this saturday morning, and i'd REALLY like to go... REALLY REALLY BAD.

those who dont know, NIN is my favorite...
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well... as of Valentine's Day, I'm no longer going to be single, officially. Cathryn and i have descided to tie the knot in a very small and informal setting. wish us luck and all that.

next summer, we're going to plan a REAL wedding. One that everyone will be invited to. it'll probably be out here in SF, soooo... plan your vacations accordingly.

anyway, again,...
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i think it's rather humorous that my girlfriend and i shot a pirate photoset for burning angel a few weeks ago, and it's been live for about 2 weeks now, and today a set goes up on SG that's ALOT like the idea.

again, my faith in this site is diminishing...