projectnova

lately, i look in the mirror andi dont recognize who i see... and it feels like there's a huge piece of my life missing... coudl it be the girl? prolly not, it's been a year. could it be the job? again, it's been a year. could ti bee school? maybe, i want to be learning again, and i feel idle...

who knows.

i bought a bonzai tree this last week... it's neato.

and i've descided this year, i'm spending christmas at my apartment, with my friends. no family, i detest my family. i'm gonna get a white tree and put silver garland on it. and black garland with silver skulss, YEAH! that'll be neato. and red christmas lights.

i'm just trying to do my best to not be alone anymore.

i hate being alone.

i've been alone for a year.