I am thoroughly amused that so many friends of mine hate christmas. Hey, guys, I'm sitting alone all night Christmas Eve and all day Christmas, playing video games, so get over it.
I saw that you wrote to DeeDee, I'm her photographer... you put a reference of a band. The Action Design. I didn't know this band but... I'm in love with it!!! They're fucking awesome. I'm freak of the music. The song "Connect / Disconnect" is to die for.
I've been lucky enough to be able to again watch the people around me in relationships, observing the dynamics and the interactions. There's a big difference this time though. Over the last several months, I've been going through certain changes in my perspectives and I'm starting to be able to piece together different things about these people and really consciously understand things about them and... Read More
I find myself more days than not screaming to the gods, 'why not me? this isn't fucking fair!'
i've recently become aware of my issues with jealousy, and about how much i detest the people who somehow achieve the goals i set out for, unless of course i'm close to those people, then i'm proud of them, but still i beg 'why not me?'... Read More
So, I was lucky enough to attend a VIP showing of The Dark Knight this morning, in IMAX, for FREE (because i'm mutherfuckin' Batman, that's how).
The Dark Knight is seriously the best film I have ever seen. It's a cop drama / crime story that just so happens to have Batman in it. See it whenever you can. You will thank me for this... Read More
I'm laying here again... 'staring at the ceiling' as i usually put it, but tonight i'm not dwelling on the fact that i'm single for once. i don't know why i can't sleep, only that i'm laying here and i'm not terribly tired.
i've been questioning my place in life lately. am i going to school for what i really want to be doing?... Read More
I'm not even trying to date anyone right now, all i'm trying to do is meet people and hangout, and i've just been cancelled on for the third time in a week. twice by the same person / people.
i'm fucking OVER this shit.
last few posts, i mentioned that i have slight insecurities about meeting people. this is exactly why. i used to have... Read More
last night i had some really interested sci-fi horror / slasher flim sortsa dreams...
i always find it really entertaining when they're so vivid and real, like you're actually in some sort of movie or something. it's also really interesting when locations and people from my childhood show up.
anyway, the big difference last night, ya know, when the psychopath next door 'who'd killed his... Read More
So, i have a question... How are we as guys supposed to know to go up and talk to a girl? honestly, at this point i've become overly cynical and jaded about meeting girls at bars or clubs, mainly because of countless rejections and the fact that i dont go out looking to 'hook up' with people, not to mention, apparently when i just randomly... Read More
I've been listening to Muse all weekend. If the name of the band is any indication, it makes me want to write music and lyrics again.
i've been in a familiar spot lately. i've been doting over someone that i have no real chance with. that's fine, really. it just means that i have to settle for what i can get.
and i've just been assulted by my roommate and his girlfriend bursting into my room, hoping i was asleep so that they could tackle me and sing me happy birthday.
today, there's apparently some sort of schananagans at 8pm. i've been kept in the dark. by request. i mean really. if you're going to do something for my birthday,... Read More