sometimes i wonder...
yeah, wonder.
today, i'm going to go and try to FINISH the mural work on the floor of WIRED. lotsa pipes and gears and etc.
and then, maybe i'll work on te walls some more... i have less than a month to finish this shit... gotta bust ass from here on out... i need more days off... i need time to rest...
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yeah, wonder.
today, i'm going to go and try to FINISH the mural work on the floor of WIRED. lotsa pipes and gears and etc.
and then, maybe i'll work on te walls some more... i have less than a month to finish this shit... gotta bust ass from here on out... i need more days off... i need time to rest...
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i'm just another name on another list.
random, faceless, and fading in memory.
random, faceless, and fading in memory.
i'm so fucking sick of being shit on every five goddamned minutes.
life is like this... boy meets girl, boy falls for girl, girl leaves boy, boy feels like shit... boy spends YEARS recovering, rinse, REPEAT.
and this time SHE was the one who sought ME out. i just sat back and let it happen...
i swear to fucking god, from here on out NO...
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life is like this... boy meets girl, boy falls for girl, girl leaves boy, boy feels like shit... boy spends YEARS recovering, rinse, REPEAT.
and this time SHE was the one who sought ME out. i just sat back and let it happen...
i swear to fucking god, from here on out NO...
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fractal:
happy fucking birthday to you.
benni:
awww... i sowwy. 
swear i had nothing to do with it... but wanted to say thanks for the compliment on me set... glad you liked it! i'm shaking my booty for you... you'll just have to pretend you can see it. 
swear i had nothing to do with it... but wanted to say thanks for the compliment on me set... glad you liked it! i'm shaking my booty for you... you'll just have to pretend you can see it. i fuckin' HATE burningangel...
no class... no class at all...
no class... no class at all...
ryah:
*bzzt*
fractal:
chinchillas, monkies, its all the same...
ash:
Message you sometime? Do we know each other from somewhere?
I tried to snatch your screen name from your profile but it wasnt listed ... hmmm ...
I tried to snatch your screen name from your profile but it wasnt listed ... hmmm ...
here's the situation...
school in SF will cost me about $10k (about $11.5k after food and etc) and well... let's see, my loan for this last half of the semester is basicly gone, because my grant got pulled... i MIGHT be able to save $2k over the summer, but that's if i work NON STOP. if i get a profolio going and send it in...
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school in SF will cost me about $10k (about $11.5k after food and etc) and well... let's see, my loan for this last half of the semester is basicly gone, because my grant got pulled... i MIGHT be able to save $2k over the summer, but that's if i work NON STOP. if i get a profolio going and send it in...
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sunnysunny:
cool tattoos.im sorry you are not happy
fractal:
money is so lame, especially when you don't have it...
psst...they're chinchillas names Stewey and Chubbs
psst...they're chinchillas names Stewey and Chubbs
What the fuck is my problem!?
I cant take this anymore... i'm forced to sit here and do and say nothing.
When someone you care about does something that violates your ethics, what do you do? Bitch about it? I'm just going toTRUST in the fact that they know what they're doing and hope everything turns out for the best...
until then... i'll be as silent as a corpse.
When someone you care about does something that violates your ethics, what do you do? Bitch about it? I'm just going toTRUST in the fact that they know what they're doing and hope everything turns out for the best...
until then... i'll be as silent as a corpse.
diabolusinmusica:
Sounds pasive, but if it works, hey sounds like a plan 
projectnova:
not so much passive, just frustrated to the point of turning my back and hoping for the best... i cant let passions and emotions get the best of me in this situation...
can anyone post me a remedy for this crazy, dull, unrelenting pain that's sinking in my gut?
I've been listening to WAY too much Bjork lately... Bjork is Beautiful! it made me happy on thursday, now it's just making me sad. she's so inspirational. her voice is so alien and innocent. if anyone, she's someone i feel like i can relate to. like, underneathe all...
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I've been listening to WAY too much Bjork lately... Bjork is Beautiful! it made me happy on thursday, now it's just making me sad. she's so inspirational. her voice is so alien and innocent. if anyone, she's someone i feel like i can relate to. like, underneathe all...
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ryah:
bjork rocks.
I just recieved my VIOLIN!
bwahahahahah...
now it begins BITCHES!
*luv* to those who know it's to.
bwahahahahah...
now it begins BITCHES!
*luv* to those who know it's to.
hellomrworld:
Congratulations on the new violin ... I hope it brings you much sweet music!! .. ecq
I'm sitting here... thinking about someone i love dearly...
what do you say, what do you DO when somone you care about starts in one of their 'i dont give a fuck' periods? it's not apathy at all!
I embrace apathy in all it's forms. but true apathy is the ability to ignore anything, and when nothing so much as raises an eyebrow. i do...
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what do you say, what do you DO when somone you care about starts in one of their 'i dont give a fuck' periods? it's not apathy at all!
I embrace apathy in all it's forms. but true apathy is the ability to ignore anything, and when nothing so much as raises an eyebrow. i do...
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aon:
I think apathy is what the idealistic mistake for love. Apathy is ignoring the reasons why and dwelling in the realm of nothingness, in the realm of contrived ideals.
When you ignore or don't consider why you are directing emotions towards someone or something, those emotions have no value. You become apathetic to that person or thing, in that you don't have any real reason for projecting those emotions.
I think apathy and numbness are very similar. Their only difference is the path they choose towards emptiness. The first projects vacant emotions just to say one "cares" about something, the second projects no emotions at all. I condemn both paths, but at least the second path is honest about it's final goal... nothingness.
The finest teachers of apathy in the world: Christianity and western civilization.
~ Rob.
When you ignore or don't consider why you are directing emotions towards someone or something, those emotions have no value. You become apathetic to that person or thing, in that you don't have any real reason for projecting those emotions.
I think apathy and numbness are very similar. Their only difference is the path they choose towards emptiness. The first projects vacant emotions just to say one "cares" about something, the second projects no emotions at all. I condemn both paths, but at least the second path is honest about it's final goal... nothingness.
The finest teachers of apathy in the world: Christianity and western civilization.
~ Rob.
projectnova:
sir, you very well could be correct.
the point i'm making is that i'm NOT apathetic. i used to fqancy myself being so, but anymore, i'm anything but. i cathc myself being moved by the smallest things. and ask bEe, i've let emotions get the best of me quite often lately. it's just a new feeling... something that might take me a little while to get a grip on.
nice to meet you Rob.
-William
the point i'm making is that i'm NOT apathetic. i used to fqancy myself being so, but anymore, i'm anything but. i cathc myself being moved by the smallest things. and ask bEe, i've let emotions get the best of me quite often lately. it's just a new feeling... something that might take me a little while to get a grip on.
nice to meet you Rob.
-William
ya know... sometimes i do get lonely... more often than i like to admit... yeah...
hehe... so you're a dork and i'm a dork... we have so much in common! let's roast s'mores.