this sucks, i'm out in SF and i'm STILL getting no love from my SG ladies...
makes me sad...
i'll go be emo now...
makes me sad...
i'll go be emo now...
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i fucking love laptop computers...
i'm sitting on a windowsill looking out over Haight St. in SF right now, watching people walk by, while listening to music i ripped from CD earlier... and talking to friends online... this is fucking fantastic...
bring it bitches.
i'm sitting on a windowsill looking out over Haight St. in SF right now, watching people walk by, while listening to music i ripped from CD earlier... and talking to friends online... this is fucking fantastic...
bring it bitches.
is it wrong to put yourself ABOVE to common person.
to achieve any level of power or success, i'm noticing that you must use the consumer, the PEOPLE, in the same way a leach uses a host...
but then again... my plan is to give into the consumer's vices and flaws. therefore they feel like they're gaining something and i'm the one who's gaining profit...
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to achieve any level of power or success, i'm noticing that you must use the consumer, the PEOPLE, in the same way a leach uses a host...
but then again... my plan is to give into the consumer's vices and flaws. therefore they feel like they're gaining something and i'm the one who's gaining profit...
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synnove:
i iz sew hawt liek al gore
apnea:
3 of them? twwly told me 3 rectangles is the logo of the church of body modification
The weather this morning is astounding. It's 60 degrees outside, and a heavey overcast... very dreary... and it makes me feel wonderful. like i could put on a jacket and lay in a field somewhere and just watch the clouds go by. i have so many wonderful memories of days like this...
i wish Cathyrn was here to share it with me. i feel great....
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i wish Cathyrn was here to share it with me. i feel great....
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kate:
noooo? /sarc
benni:
don't let them make you cry, they're sleepy and lazy but definately not worth crying for... 
one of these days i'll get off my ass...
but i have this eerie feeling we're going to be in san francisco at the same time...
one of these days i'll get off my ass...
but i have this eerie feeling we're going to be in san francisco at the same time...
well, i should be arriving in SF around August 23rd or so... ii'm taking a train from Carbondale IL to chicago and then to SF...
my friend Sean is riding with and we're gonna tear it up like whoa... on laptop computers makin' beats the entire way.
last night we recorded me making weird noizes so that i can use them as sample for a...
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my friend Sean is riding with and we're gonna tear it up like whoa... on laptop computers makin' beats the entire way.
last night we recorded me making weird noizes so that i can use them as sample for a...
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benni:
do not hate on me for much longer... when i wake up... and by that i mean shake out of my funk... i'll try to make you like me better. until then, i remain the suck.
benni:
no laseriing yet... that's mid august. for now i'm having the heart dug out of my arm. i'm scared. 
so, this morning, my father, AGAIN, tries to have some sorta little talk with me as he's walking out the door... this time about how his wife doesnt like another woman staying in her house.
oh i'm sorry that i have a girlfriend FINALLY.
it's not like this is the first night Cat's stayed here... it's not like i havent had girls stay over before....
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oh i'm sorry that i have a girlfriend FINALLY.
it's not like this is the first night Cat's stayed here... it's not like i havent had girls stay over before....
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synnove:
sorry your dad's wife is being a bitch... at least you're moving out though.
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kate:
why thank you
kate:
less of the random *humping* please!
less of the random *humping* please!
there's a girl in minnesota who's refusing to return my calls and it's making me sad. a sad little monkey. i hope she knows this.
I BLEEEEEEEEEED for yoooooooou! and no one ever returns my calls! DAMN THE MAN!
RAWR!
MOOOOOOSE!
I BLEEEEEEEEEED for yoooooooou! and no one ever returns my calls! DAMN THE MAN!
RAWR!
MOOOOOOSE!
aon:
I've never not returned your calls, but that could be because I don't have your number, you don't have mine, and we've never talked anywhere but briefly on the net.
hehehe. Sorry, just in a silly mood.
hehehe. Sorry, just in a silly mood.
It's so hard to trust people anymore... people i've known since i was 15 are now stabbing me in the back and talkin' trash.
i still enjoy everyone who i've met on here, though. Benni and bIzZy are my favorites and stuff, and fracatacacacacal, and Katie, and Synnove and Jaidee and Mistsi and Katie(H)... you guys isa great.
but people here in Evansville SUCK ASS.
i still enjoy everyone who i've met on here, though. Benni and bIzZy are my favorites and stuff, and fracatacacacacal, and Katie, and Synnove and Jaidee and Mistsi and Katie(H)... you guys isa great.
but people here in Evansville SUCK ASS.
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projectnova:
awww babe...
benni:
yo yo yo, what is, motherfucker! i'm still (hours later) slowly working my way to bed... damn boards, sucking me in with their wisdom and nubbins...
i just wanted to say thanks again for calling... i'm sorry i was in such a shitty state... i have this stupid stiff upper lip thing where i hate anyone to see me cry, or to show any weakness. the strippers have forced me to grow an extra supa thick skin, dammit! but it was really good to hear your voice...
perfect timing.
i just wanted to say thanks again for calling... i'm sorry i was in such a shitty state... i have this stupid stiff upper lip thing where i hate anyone to see me cry, or to show any weakness. the strippers have forced me to grow an extra supa thick skin, dammit! but it was really good to hear your voice...
perfect timing.
who actually READS my journal? ANYONE? ANYONE?
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benni:
you know what's funny? punching babies. 
projectnova:
or putting them on spikes.
does life throw everyone else as many curve balls as it tends to throw me?
i mean REALLY. this is a daily fucking thing!
i misses the bIzZy, Benni, Fraca-tac-ac-ale, and everyone else on here.
people... email me, message me whatever.. someone get ahold of me... this are so dull and frustrating!
i mean REALLY. this is a daily fucking thing!
i misses the bIzZy, Benni, Fraca-tac-ac-ale, and everyone else on here.
people... email me, message me whatever.. someone get ahold of me... this are so dull and frustrating!
benni:
i'm trying to track you down...
i'm trying to track you down...
Bitch, you just had to be patient!!!