Maggie got her operation today!!!
she's doin' well... i go to pick her up after 12pm...$600 is the bill....
she's doin' well... i go to pick her up after 12pm...$600 is the bill....
yes, i too would like a chocolate city, with a soft chewy center... with some nuts and maybe some cocoa nuts... 
Ernie, was let go... you can only fuck off for so long. Me, I do nothing remotely similar to what he does or did.
i bought a sorta game/toy thingee... brain buster wooden type game... i keep putting it away.. and the cats keep taking it out of the box and playing with it... 
i bought it because #1 it's called brain bender, #2 it cost $4.00...
now the $4.00 is the key... rewind back to christmas.
so my sister's kids hand me a present from my sister (not...
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i bought it because #1 it's called brain bender, #2 it cost $4.00...
now the $4.00 is the key... rewind back to christmas.
so my sister's kids hand me a present from my sister (not...
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abyssia:
You know what? I think I'm afraid of buying you a gift - or of making you a gift or of simply giving you a gift or not giving you a gift at all....
It just thundered. That was a gift. I'm glad that the angels are bowling. Think they wear funky shoes?
You are so thoughtful so much of the time - I don't think I could match it. I would let you down.
It just thundered. That was a gift. I'm glad that the angels are bowling. Think they wear funky shoes?
You are so thoughtful so much of the time - I don't think I could match it. I would let you down.
i slept a lot today... i had a dream that i was back in the navy, somehow i signed up for three years.... i wondered in my dream who was taking care of Maggie. It was vivid, very real, very colorful. there were people in my dream i hadn't seen in a long time. I was excited to be there, in my dream.
also the...
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abyssia:
they did a special on the book on television? i am sorry to have missed it - i read that book and his more recent one. *sigh* nice dream.
get this one - i have NO voice - none. i daresay some people are very happy about this. but it makes socializing difficult. i've never been without a voice for so long. i have to remind myself not to answer the telephone!
i wonder what i will dream. i have clothing decisions to make and you know what? i'm such a girl! who knew!?!
get this one - i have NO voice - none. i daresay some people are very happy about this. but it makes socializing difficult. i've never been without a voice for so long. i have to remind myself not to answer the telephone!
i wonder what i will dream. i have clothing decisions to make and you know what? i'm such a girl! who knew!?!
the elegant universe, on Nova. it all makes sense now.
it was a Festivus miracle.... I did something nice for someone ... and it really made a difference in that family's life ... 
I ought to do more nice things.... it's a good feeling, its funny how two tires can make someone cry...
I dont know them, and probably won't meet them... but wow.
I ought to do more nice things.... it's a good feeling, its funny how two tires can make someone cry...
I dont know them, and probably won't meet them... but wow.
abyssia:
I haven't heard the word Festivus invoked since probably this time last year - and I think it was you! A Festivus miricle, you say? Did you score for the immaculate fix? Oh, you'd need to read Burroughs to get that one.
You do a lot of very nice things. One is just to keep this journal. I know you're not all that into it, but if you didn't, I would feel so much more detached from you. I hope you enjoy it in other ways, but the fact that you do journal is really a special gift to me. Thank you. ~kiss~
You do a lot of very nice things. One is just to keep this journal. I know you're not all that into it, but if you didn't, I would feel so much more detached from you. I hope you enjoy it in other ways, but the fact that you do journal is really a special gift to me. Thank you. ~kiss~
so I had a really nice time last night.
i was asked.... "Are you the crazy guy who works with jimmy at the nuclear plant? So... do you fight for prize money and stuff.. and what will happen if i grab your wrist?
"um.... i only fight for stuff... I do a lot of nice things too... like animal rescue and such... but what makes...
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i was asked.... "Are you the crazy guy who works with jimmy at the nuclear plant? So... do you fight for prize money and stuff.. and what will happen if i grab your wrist?
"um.... i only fight for stuff... I do a lot of nice things too... like animal rescue and such... but what makes...
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abyssia:
it's certainly not written in your eyes...
I'm sleeping weird.... diagonally on the bed with my right arm under my body... (i always used to wake up sore) and still do....
abyssia:
it always feels soft when your in love.
Happy New Year! ~kiss~
Happy New Year! ~kiss~
I dont want to wrap anything...
a friend of a friend witnessed a sensless murder... in a mall parking lot, totally random, could've been them, i thought, could've been anyone, another scumbag looking for a quick buck... it gives me pause.
a friend of a friend witnessed a sensless murder... in a mall parking lot, totally random, could've been them, i thought, could've been anyone, another scumbag looking for a quick buck... it gives me pause.
abyssia:
This is awful. I'm sure it's yet another reason for you to pretty much give up on humanity. Some days I'm so close to that and some days I'm certain we're all one god-thing.... Some days I'm just confused. This is one of those. I've kind of been hoping to see you post something about how wonderful your Christmas was or what fun the kitties had or just something... ANYTHING beyond this. Are you ok? Are you just busy? Are you doing the hide from people thing? Are you with family? Your brother? How is Maggie? How are YOU!?! And if you don't feel like typing answers to all of these questions, you can do it in person.