projecta119

hey.. today is the greatest day... one of the new babies was going downhill fast... and so i gave'em a shot of pennicillin and fed him every half hour yesterday.. until i had to goto work...i was worried something bad might happen while i was gone.. but addison fed him and took care of him.. and he's on the road to recovery... he had that...
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things are going well... looks like i'll be going to FL soon to pick up the Boogie Van.... why do these cats insist on walking on the key board

bbq was good ... i saw katja for the first time in like forever.... scribble was good... it was a fun gettogether....

i guess i'm going to endup taking the caravan and helping deb get a landrover.... (good deal huh?) well at this moment as good as everything is going the only thing missing is my own vehicle (i'll have to eventually give eric back...
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so i passed systems... barely, that fuckin' test was hard for a multiple choice.... oh by the way... less than an 80 is failing... so no pressure....

anyhow went and saw Lucian last night, next week we go and see our parents, it's funny he's the only relative i can seem to stand to be around for more than an hour... maggie is coming with...
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nuclear systems test tomorrow..ugh.. i'm just glad Reactor physics/kinetics and such are done General fundementals is a drag... right now i'm so full of spaghetti... the cats are finishing the rest....

well there was this gap in my journal due to the thing where i thought my atm card was stolen.. and in the panic i cancelled it.. and then sg couldn't bill my acctn...
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haircut, catnip, feliaway, gym, rent deposit, pretty much everything i set out to do got done... what a rarity.
oh btw, i'm so over her ... it just occured to me... it's strange when it happens though.... just one day... walking away is just okay...

so eric told me this the other day and i laughed so hard....

you know guys dont have the range...
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fuck yeah... i'm back...

i know i'll get over it...but why do i miss the misery and the fighting so much... how could i even want to look back... on saturday i was happy to leave...

today i remember that there was a time when things were good, once... gawd.. i gotta get through this.... she says i should come back... i can't...

help...

i've got this twisted empty feeling on the inside... we talked... she said i should come home ... i looked in the mirror, i look like a little boy lost in the supermarket.... the little boy thinks he'll never see his home or family again...
my brother is great he's doin' everything he can to help me out... except talking to me about my choice......
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ugh... why am i homesick???