I got the most amazing email today! 
This is an excerpt from my written journal....the footnote is that I am exactlly where I need to be...(I was offered the same job a year later i took it this time... and the girl in the entry is finally just a friend)
05/09/03
I can't believe it, I turned down my dream job, so i can fight with her all day and night. Exelon was my ticket, I knew it, I wish I was dead, I'm the biggest bitch, They were going to let me dive and be close to my family and friends... I chose not to... because I thought that things would change.... people don't change. How could I? I knew what would happen, I know the truth, I always have, I always will.
(the next couple entries are a lament and me asking myself why the hell am I still in florida)
This is an excerpt from my written journal....the footnote is that I am exactlly where I need to be...(I was offered the same job a year later i took it this time... and the girl in the entry is finally just a friend)
05/09/03
I can't believe it, I turned down my dream job, so i can fight with her all day and night. Exelon was my ticket, I knew it, I wish I was dead, I'm the biggest bitch, They were going to let me dive and be close to my family and friends... I chose not to... because I thought that things would change.... people don't change. How could I? I knew what would happen, I know the truth, I always have, I always will.
(the next couple entries are a lament and me asking myself why the hell am I still in florida)
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i've been grinning all day too.