projecta119

fuckit, fuck tampa, fuckitall ... everything today is painful, everything is bringing me to tears... the oddest things bring a lump to my throat... the harder i try to be like an adult the less i feel that way... i think it's good... but it hurts a lot of the time... realizing you need other people... but the again is that growing up and people who refuse that are the children??? someone who says they don't need anyone.... I saw the new modest mouse video, it was hard not to cry so i did cry... I watch conan o'brian last night... and all i can think of it that..."it's gonna blow!!"

I'm crushed, i'm small... i drive back to PA tonight/tomorrow morning...