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Yeah not for nothin' but I know pretty much everything.

It's Saturday. I have significantly less writing to do than expected because we just got a new managing editor and it's up in the air whether they will continue to use ghost writers or not. I just hope they give me some kind of work to fill in the extra hours.

Just as well, I need time to file taxes and student loan deferments and...
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I found out today that this friend of mine at work knows SG and has the book. She isn't a member because she doesn't want to pay for it but she digs it. She saw the pin on my purse and asked me if I was on the site as a model. How fucking sweet is that? I might give her a gift account for...
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Price of airline ticket last night: $295

Price today when my mom actually has the money to buy it: $409

I'm still working on it.

UPDATE: 7:36 am Thursday

Tickets are back down to $381 (although I'd get into Austin at 3am). Let's hope this continues.

I'm ok. I'm just an intensely passionate person. I don't feel things halfway and it gets me into trouble a lot.


Hey, I wasn't _Twitch_ for nothin'.

UPDATE: I'm tired from all this emotional catharsis. If I haven't requested you again and you actually want back, can you just request me?

Keep in mind there were 27 of you I don't particularly regret cutting.

I really set myself up for this. Again.

I think I'm going to be able to buy my ticket to Austin tomorrow. *does happy dance*

I really need to trim up the friends list because I don't like having to scroll down to get to my "my stuff" bar. The only thing is most of the people I should cut are people who might whine like little bitches about it even though they...
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I just can't take the disappointment anymore.

UPDATE: Grr...Click_Here is cheering me up on the phone despite my best efforts to stay upset.

UPDATE again: OK, better. Relatively. I need to remember who I am. I make miracles happen baby. Watch me find a way to Texas. Watch me.

Well, big surprise. My mom didn't come through. I'm not even pissed that she couldn't buy my ticket after all. I'm mad about her not being honest with me. She's the one who offered to begin with. I thought she was reformed and I could count on her nowadays. I guess I was wrong.

Anyway, I don't know right now whether I can still find...
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I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I got different glasses. I'm still not sure. I don't know where all this indecisiveness is coming from but I know I don't like it.

2 weeks until I'm supposed to leave for Austin and I don't have my ticket. I'm...
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