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so today was pretty decent actually. i went down to classes and had my pick of a parking spot this morning. this class seems so useful. not one of those typical classes at college that don't mean a damn thing except for eating your pocketbook. i think i can do this, i think i can have a career in art. anyways, all that aside...

i came home and had to take j to work. his car is acting up and being all shitty to him again. after doing that i came home and read about starting up a resume and then fell asleep. i woke up just in time to leave for my night class. it was cold as hell and i had to park real far away from campus, so that wasn't any fun. we stretched our canvas tonight and i got gesso all over my mittens. i was pissed.

i had a moment tonight though. i was walking back to my car in the cold darkness and was thinking about how things have changed, how college is almost over and how i walked this same bridge and street with so many. watched movies in the park with robb. played frisbee with jen on the hill, had late night frolics with tom near the hillside of trees, me and j hanging out near the fountain, and even me and russ watching fireworks. funny how times change you know. people you thought you knew gone in a heartbeat. in a sense it made me sad, but in a way, i think people drop off for a reason, and having them not be a part of my life happened for good. tom was always so sketchy, jen was a fairweather friend, and russ always used to bug me at how much he was trying to fit in. oh well, water under the bridge. you can't win them all.

tonight me and j ate cinnamon pretzels in my car while driving home from west mifflin. it was fun, his friend's grandma died, sad, but she was 104. we all have our time. the only good to come out of it is j will see get to see tom and we get to see the girl he is supposedly going to marry... we'll see.