prism

My holiday christmas wine!


As i'm up here i have been away from alot of bad energy and been
trying to find the certain enlightenment for quite sometime all though
life has its struggles i still kick through the wall and try not to let it sink me in.

i am enjoying canada's amazing snow and to really spend the holiday's with that
someone and trust me i have had a connection it's very rare to give a half to that person.

when i first came up here i never felt so alive around a funny person
he's funny smart and just hilarious but to get so many laugh's in 24hrs a
day really ment something even through i kinda push away it's funny
how friends end up feeling the samething for eachother but can't really
let happen so we keep eachother's secrets but i'm glad he got me out of the shit hole
cause i been spending to much time in hell when i should of been spending it with someone
who does give a fuck about me.


as much as it's the holidays ill be spending the time thinking about
things that i wan't patched up or the one's i left behind because of the agonizing pain he or she went through but i can't dwell for to much longer i have to have my own life somewhere but i just wish people can heal and listen, not many people do it till after that person isn't in this world
so drink your cups and spend this day with family and friends and the love of your life and hope you all have a merry merry christmas and a happy new year.