1. I'm getting a new tattoo soon. Very excited. I shall post some photos when it is done.
2. Today I have 19 days. This is my second time around...these past 2 1/2 weeks have been all over the place as far as my feelings go. Ultimately today I feel good-- I can do this. Sometimes I'll catch myself thinking this isn't going to be so hard cause I know what to do here. I didt it for 5 and half years. But in reality I know its not going to be easy. If it was so easy and i knew everything I wouldn't have relapsed. The hard part is reexamining myrself and being honest with myself again.
omd.