primrosepathos

well just got off work and had an uneventful night at the hustler.
I did have an akward day however, filled with many akward social happenings. Im like that sometimes, backwards...only its not that "i am" backwards, its more like i am "sideways" or as such is a spiraling staircase, and in certain moments, that becomes as backwards, for whatever reason.

kind of had a little breakthrough today, musically speaking that is. I wish i had the time, money, and equipment to make the compositions I would like to, but not any one of those are in plenty at present. So i just had to break down and allow it to flow out of me in whatever way it can. Ill just use my shitty tape recorder and record my bare stripped down raw material...at least i can take care of my soul that way. it kinda gets dusty a bit, when that ebb does not ebb.

i think i really hurt my friends feelings. HE was the singer in the band i was in, and it broke his little heart that im not playing with him anymore. I love him and were still friends, but it hurts that im hurting him.

anyways, nuff for now..till next time..

the mikes