well sometimes i get thinking, i stay up all night and start to type as thoughts pour through me, i can only apologise and try not to let it happen again...
concern is a valid emotion but why is it so inappropriate? when ever I want to be alone, censor my incoming stimulus and just generally be by myself why is that the moment that everyone feels the need to be in touch with me? I cant NOT answer my fone when someone who I havent spoken to for months rings me but its almost always at the worst time. I love my friends and will always be there for them but sometimes in need to be by myself. I cant help but need to lose myself.
I sit and watch my world fly past
my mind takes note but cant be arsed
to perform the tricks required of me
and fit your vapid wannabe.
images and false fronts burn
and all inside of me just yearns
to be allowed to be myself
to fit MY niche and not your shelf
my lifes a joke and the punchline sucks
all I want is to fight and buck
the trends you push while I still sleep
and hold inside all I should keep
I know there are other people near
who heed my call and beg to hear
society accepts and treasures all
no matter how far one has to fall
to gather in and pull together
a force for good and hold forever
a way to live, defy all else
to wish my life devoid of hell
this is me and I wont let you tell me how to live you stupid vacant vicious self-centered psycho rapist bastards. this is my life, I live it my way or not at all
and in the end, when all else fails that may be the only way we have to show we mean what we say.fuck off and leave me ALONE.
sorry.
concern is a valid emotion but why is it so inappropriate? when ever I want to be alone, censor my incoming stimulus and just generally be by myself why is that the moment that everyone feels the need to be in touch with me? I cant NOT answer my fone when someone who I havent spoken to for months rings me but its almost always at the worst time. I love my friends and will always be there for them but sometimes in need to be by myself. I cant help but need to lose myself.
I sit and watch my world fly past
my mind takes note but cant be arsed
to perform the tricks required of me
and fit your vapid wannabe.
images and false fronts burn
and all inside of me just yearns
to be allowed to be myself
to fit MY niche and not your shelf
my lifes a joke and the punchline sucks
all I want is to fight and buck
the trends you push while I still sleep
and hold inside all I should keep
I know there are other people near
who heed my call and beg to hear
society accepts and treasures all
no matter how far one has to fall
to gather in and pull together
a force for good and hold forever
a way to live, defy all else
to wish my life devoid of hell
this is me and I wont let you tell me how to live you stupid vacant vicious self-centered psycho rapist bastards. this is my life, I live it my way or not at all
and in the end, when all else fails that may be the only way we have to show we mean what we say.fuck off and leave me ALONE.
sorry.
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sozza,
thats if that was a good enough drawing, it wont take me so long this time though, i'll just alter it a bit
see ya around
G.
i can so relate to it, especially right now.