priapos

Feeling under considerably less stress today. I believe this roommate idea may have a fine win/fail ration.

I want to control the future. I do so by setting limits on my behavior. I sometimes remember to try to always set up my life the way that I would want to have it if I was giving my existence to my best friend for him to occupy.

My editorializing blocks my surrealism. My deconstructivism attacks my stream of consciousness with its scriptwriting. Surely...
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Got disproportionately irritated last night, got frustrated, withdrew and felt like giving up on ever having sex west of Austin.

I know I could make this easier for myself, but I don't think my principles have blocked me as much as has the way that I have applied them. I don't even know if Principles really captures the essence of what I mean. I made...
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What I have done lately has not produced any of my desired results.

Should I continue to do the same thing, only harder? Or should I try something different?

Ahrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh-grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Hi, call me crazy bait. Unarmed scalawag barricades self in house; no one cares.

I got a good performance review and a raise in loot at work. Sadly the only other raises I've gotten have been from girls who seem to want to use me for some harmful purpose rather than simply using me for our mutual pleasure. Why else would anyone simultaneously try...
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I haven't even wanted to socially network online lately. I can't foresee when I'll have the slack to travel internationally beyond Mexico, and I can't afford to go very far into the interior. I could search again for members in San Angelo, but what I've encountered suggests that the people I know don't actually pay to play.

I've had a number of really cool people...
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Bizzarre, cryptic

Edit: removed bad craziness.

Another random. girl evidently needs my madness more than my penis. you know my madness, I'll gat back w/ photos of the penis (spoilered, for your protection).

Yard work has obsessed me. We tore up the bad old yard, and revitalized the soil, then planted native grass. Now, I have to water every day for two weeks or so.